yes i want this. it's the same exact size as the one i have now and i love that set up with the exception of the wheels. i would get better wheels. there is also a robert august one that is sweet.

i feel like shit. i think i have the stomach flu and its not cool at all. i feel like i want to vomit i might have a fever and i do have a bad sinus. yeah not feeling 100% more like 45%.

i got my four fillings in today and i think i have two more to go. yeah thats what i get for having a sweet tooth. tomorrow is graduation and i dont know if im going to go. but jesse is having a party so i'll go to that.
dude police academy 4 is on and its in spanish. excellent!
anyways im currently writing a song with the cool keyboard we won from vegas. then my brother will play guitar and i have mario paint and you can make cool music with that too. im going to record it with this fisher price tape recorder that my sisters played with when they were kids. oh yeah the song is for my answering machine.

my teeth feel nice and clean. umm...i registered for class and got lost in vc. that was pretty funny. todday i woke up early again to see the dentist. its was cool i have to get a shit load of fillings though. meh. then i walked with my dog and my mom. i looks like it might clear up hopefully.

<3 199

This chick's rockin' your bro on the dance floor...
But she's towing an anchor
A Junior investment banker
Who's talking bout herself and not much more...
Ohhh...
So buy her a beer
That's the reason you're here
Mighty Wingman
You're taking one
For the team
So your buddy can live the dream...
Wingmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan...

that commerical is fucking hilarious.

the only real news is that jordan was trying to commit suicide today. i was so upset. i guess i underfeed hin so i guess from now on ill be giving him more to eat.

notyhing realy special is going on. i have to register next week at VC. good times. school again but hey its getting things done. on sunday i babysit from 10am to 7pm. all day thing. that's going to be insane.

i skated around today thats pretty much it. i also babysat. next sunday i have a big babysitting day. 10am to 7pm. oh man thats all day! oh well what ever pays the bills. i moved jordan's home to a bigger bowl and i think he likes it. he hangs out around the bottom but then he swims around. good times. i dont know but i pretty bored.

so what have i been up too. well a big fat nothing. home is home. i feel comfortable eating three meals a day plus snacks. not paying for things like chapstick and getting to watch all the tv i can is great. not really b/c i need to feel productive. anyways thats about it mabybe going to charity basketball game tomorrow. well see.

so i got back from vegas and i got some pictures. pretty cool i guess.

click for pictures

and i added some pictures from long beach and of jordan.
im super surised that jordan survived the trip from long beach to oxnard. the water was tossed all over the place. he seems to be cool.

ill type up my vegas adventures tomorrow or whatever

jordan is the awesomest!

it was so funny. yesterday i was watching blue crush. i look over at jordan and it looked like he was watching too. it was so funny. when the movie ended he started swimming. i was like aww jordan likes the blue crush.
im too attached to him. hes just a goldfish too and its not the fancy kind. i dont know how hes going to like the traveling tomorrow. well see.
long beach is a cool place. the beginning of the semester was kinda scary but i got used to it. i like it here.

items eizelle wants to buy by the end of summer:
a scarf for the harsh summer.
new pair of vans preferably in blue and green or the kvel knievel inspired shoes if they are still available.
new two piece b/c the one i have is haggard.
new wheels for my longboard.
a skate tool b/c i said i was always going to buy one and never did.
a digital camera b/c i dont want to hog my brothers.
a cheap las vegas visor and tshirt.

hopefully babysitting will cover some of the cost.

goodtimes with eizelle

its really cool be sure to click on the pictures. enjoy!

its sad that the lakers lost but the anahiem mighty ducks are going to the stanley cup finals! super happy for them i would have been a lot happier if it was the kings but the ducks come close.

let it all go

i ate at the dining hall with anissa today. nothing special. i had a pita with some spanish rice. good times. i was kind pissed b/c i got my ass out of bed at 640 to make an 8am class and we only stayed in there for a good ten minutes before we were dismissed. ahhh...i could have emailed the essay that josh probably isnt going to read. seriously like hes too lazy to shave in the mornings so why whould he sit down to read say 50 essays. grr...i changed the scenery though, i sat in the food court area in the union and watched some music videos. its a good place to so some people watching.
i walked outside to see the lunar eclipse. it was beautiful.
lakers lost. its sad. they tried but it is not their time. i know jason is going to be mad and veronica is going to be happy. good thing b/c now i dont have to watch the rest of the playoffs anymore. i can channel my energy to the mighy ducks and the dodgers. the ducks are owning it right now. i wish it was the kings though but again im a duck supporter and a king fan. haha its funny i just thought of the movie mighty ducks. great movie.

today was eh...did a lot of walking and such. b.c the fcs was closed and i had to get a change of major form and then tak to the veterans people. i didnt have time to watch the price is right. math was actually tolerable for once. i need a sold 34% in the final to pass the class. this is a test that is 200pts so im in good hands. woo! i should start selling my books back tomorrow before a line starts to form.tomorrow is anthro and comm. i wrote a crappy personal essay. i hate talking about myself. most of it isnt true i just needed something to fill the paper.

i think annisa can vouch for me when i say im a big idiot around cute boys...

this post is dedicated to ethan rex RIP

yeah ethan rex is anissas fish. he died today. i feel sad. he was a cool fish. like he would go up to the glass when she put herr finger there and when he was hungry he let her know buy going to the top. he was a good fish. RIP ethan.

it was funny b/c o was walking to the droms with annisa and seriously we almost got hit by like three cars. its the schools fault. they started construction on a parking lot during a school day. she said they they started towing cars in the morning. what im saying is that they just wanted to tow cars. the days seem longer. its werid but thats the way it feels for me. i guess b.c i wake up so early. oh well. finals soon and then i get to go home. i saved myself a journey to ralphs to get juice. my landlady gave me hers. its a small can but it gives me something to drink till tommorw. i was extremely hungry today i had chicken tenders and then that was it. when i got home i didnt eat much there b.c all i had cooked was some sweet sour noodles that was leftover from sunday. it wasnt a lot b/c im hungry now and i want something to drink. i have a can of pinapples but if i open it i dont have anywhere to store it. i do have a bowl... ahh i want something but i dont know what.

Punk is one's ability to think and act on their own. Punk is one's ability to act against social maltreatment and social mundanuity. Pop-punk/poseur is when your clothes are harder than you.
Why do I even try...all the "punks" still thinks im a posuer because of how I dress anyway....
fuck them

thems fighting words from my brother. he like what 14? geeze. today was cool. met talieb kaweli, got free stuff. got a b on a bullshit paper and i registered for classes. good times. this is basically the last week of instruction before finals. woo! finals boo! yeah i think im going to do well over all.i have to finish my personal essay that i dont understand b/c i have to site someone elses work in a personal essay. its madness i say madness. ill get to work on that tomorrow. then i have to make a study guide for anthro and us history and then start highlighting for communications. ahh to much to think about. i just want it all to end.

last cigarette: cant say ive actually tried one.
>last car ride: with annisa, wendy, brian, and veronica back to long beach
>last kiss: a long time ago.
>last good cry: cant remember when.
>last library book checked out: some communications book.
>last movie seen: i dont think it counts as a movie but tony hawk big gigantic skate tour 2000.
>last book read: a long bitter trail.
>last cuss word uttered: fuck i cant remember.
>last beverage drank: the light syrup from the can of manderin oranges.
>last food consumed: a salad
>last crush: nice question...
>last phone call: mom
>last tv show watched: that ginger cartoon on nick.
>last time showered: like at 630.
>last shoes worn: my cool vans.
>last cd played: count the stars
>last item bought: a bag of skittles
>last downloaded: i think it was the bright eyes video.
>last annoyance: my teeth
>last disappointment: my essay
>last soda drank: snapple i dont know if that one counts.
>last thing written: my tentative schedule for next semester.
>last key used: .
>last word spoken: oh wow.
>last sleep: last night.
>last im: my brother telling me that we are staying at the stardust in vegas.
>last sexual fantasy: what like the back of a volkswagon?
>last weird encounter: saying hi to that guy in the hall in the dorms.
>last ice cream eaten: some ice cream bar from the dining hall.
>last time amused: using the flat iron in annisas room.
>last time in love: a few hours ago when i saw jordan.
>last time hugged: its been a while probably when i left.
>last time scolded: my landlady thought i was moving out but i wasnt.
>last time resentful: i dont know.
>last chair sat in: the one that my ass is resting on.
>last lipstick used: dr pepper lip gloss.
>last underwear worn: pink with a bow.
>last bra worn: the one i have one right now.
>last shirt worn: the one i have one now.
>last time dancing: last night in front of the car.
>last poster looked at: the one cool one in my room.
>last show attended: the mooney suzuki.
>last webpage visited: mycsulb.edu
>1 MINUTE AGO: I was picking my nose.
>1 HOUR AGO: i was eating a salad.
>1 DAY AGO: i was playing softball.
>1 WEEK AGO: i was picking my nose.
>1 YEAR AGO: i was at school.
>I HURT: when i fall.
>I LOVE: my family, my friends, yoils, my duck, jordan.
>I HATE: cake.
>I FEAR: cake.
>I HOPE: to awesome.
>I FEEL: grreat, hopeful, healthy.
>I HIDE: my feelings.
>I DRIVE: my imaginary car.
>I MISS: driving, eating, everyone!
>I LEARNED: that
>I NEED: $MONEY$ and a $job$
>I THINK: i need
>-current clothes:pjs.
>-current mood: cool.
>-current music: rilo kiley.
>-current taste: the salad and oranges.
>-current hair: long?
>-current annoyance: the cats outside.
>-current smell: chicken.
>-current thing i should be doing: a study guide for anthro.
>-current desktop picture: tony hawk, jason ellis, robert earl, and shawn white in a ski lift.
>-current refreshment: water.
>-current worry: finals!
>---Body---
>-1. What do you most like about your body?: my skin, lips.
>-2. And least?: my back.
>-3. How many fillings do you have?: a lot. i have a super sweet tooth.
>-4. Do you think you're good looking?: its relative.
>-5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: no =(
>-6. Do you look like any celebrities?: last i checked there arent any short brown asian girls in the industry. i could be wrong.

you're the apple of my eye...
yes you....

SLIDESHOW


its pretty fun making slideshows. the only thing that i wish i could do is show the real one that i made with all time quarterback in the background and there were more pictures. oh well. this will do for the time being. hope you guys like it.

my day way just fine. have i mentioned how much i hate numbers. they are evil! im not really eating well. ive had pasta almost everyyday this week. you ask me why? i say b/c thats all i have left. yeah its bad. i have no more meats of the sort except for sandwich meat. i have eggs though but i was saving those for throwing but given the circumstance im not going to throw them. i need something to add to ramen. i ran out of cheese today too. very upset. cheese is expensive. im not talking the presliced american cheese, im talking the brick kind medium chedder that you have to cut yourself. those ones are always good. as long as i have jelly and peanut butter ill be fine.
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Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

i wish you knew

a new housemate in the future? i dont know but there was a perspective student here today. jordans good and swimming around and eating behind my back. i changed the background in his fish box and he freaked out. so i put the figurefour flyer back and hes back to normal. the meeting new people thing is going well i guess. i got a well mastered demo cd from a band called .district. apparently the bassest sits in front of me in comm. im trying to read but its not working. ill try later. stupid homework.
its sucks i want my wisdom teeth out now! i cant really enjoy my food but lunch was good. ate with annisa in the dining hall. if i could only remember the name of that song that made us laugh. it was a long song to be about captains.i want some hot coca but its late thats my food. i think im going to go and make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. i only had soup for dinner and it didnt taste too good.

I'm short of breath and over dressed

today was just eh. sat around school and stuff. i really hate my math class. we had a take home quiz and i did it all yesterday. i go go turn it in and then i realize that i have my notes and not the quiz. so i ask the TA's if i can have time to do it. so i try and people are asking for my help and such i finished it but then i get home and i look and i find the quiz. i was so pissed. grr...there was a girl in that class that was wearing a ladytron shirt and i was like "hey thats a cool shirt" and she like yeah thanks and then i say somethign about the postal service playing today and like she was like yeah i know! so that was cool now we talk. its cool. making friends is fun. i should try to at least say hi to a new person everyday till the end of the school year. its going to be hard but i think im going to try....
i need my wisdom teeth out. they are tearing up the back of my cheek. i chew my food and im chewing part of my cheek at the same time. its insane. i need to tell my mom i need them out NOW! and i need juice im rationing now. h20 till the end i guess.

maybe I'm the still light behind your eyes

yesterday i did laundry at the dorms with annisa. good times claiming machines and driers. seriously it beats going to circle center. it was thanksgiving at the dining hall and i got weirded out by some guys there. oh well...then itook the bus at night which is very scary. i do no reccommend it at all at least not alone and with bag of clothes.
today was stay at home and do stuff. i didnt do much i realized that i have some kind of addiction to caffeine. i dont think its good to be drinking coffee and eating chocolate covered espresso beans at the same time. it got rid of my headache. that was a good thing i guess. im running out of food. all i have left is packaged food and shrimp. im trying to come up with ways to change up the menu but i have no ideas. it sucks not having food. yeah i could just go to the store but i have no money. so i have to come up with different ways to cook rice and waffles. all hell will break loose when i run out of coffee. fuck that reminds me, i need to buy frozen juice.