jon is turning 22 but is partiying like he turned 21. overall sweet party. for sure we will be talking about it for days to come.

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nothing new really. just been sitting around looking for a job. i'm cashing in on my free 8 weeks at bally's total fitness before i fully commit to 24 hour fitness. i can't wait to hit the elipitical and the pool.

SNL hasn't been that funny but this is just great!

Lazy Sunday aka Chronic of Narnia

enjoy <3

so last night i watched the movie Me,You and Everyone Else We Know and i totally loved it. I know you will too. It's amazing! Rent it NOW!

i've been severely slacking in the blogging business. so as my new years resolution, as it is every year, i promise to write in this blog more. i forgot how much i used to write in this. in high school i was a blogging master. i would write about almost everything and anything. now i feel like i'm in censoring my life. what happened? am i lazy or did i just get boring?

i remember being a hopeful teenager who wanted to change the world. i still want to change the world. there is still a little spark in this girl. i never let her go. i guess i haven't been as vocal about as i wanted to be. but i cannot change the world if i keep everything to myself. i am not going to tell every thought and every detail because i think there are a few things that are ment to keep for yourself. you know that little secret that makes you smile. you know you have one. i have plenty.

i'm growing up and growing up kinda sucks. so much responsibility. on the other hand growing up is amazing. i love being on my and living life the way i want to. i also love the spontaneity of meeting new people and developing new relationships.

so look forward for future blog postings and such.

look at my new friend malfi! he will bring me great wealth or death!







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this is me, just a little bit.this is my cup of tea. this is my simple, yet complex world. my smiles, my tears, my heart. these things remind me that there is a life worth living.

i went to warped tour for free and all i got was this photo proof!

i always i forget about this journal. i'm sorry blogger, it's not you...
so what have i been up too. i had the honor of serving some time in a jury pool. it was the BEST experience in my WHOLE life. i've had a lot of time to think. i hate being alone and thinking too much.

hi everyone. it's been a long time since i've written in here. i've been dedicating my life to other things, like the fashion show, work and my other classes. i'm nervous as well as excited about the fashion show. it's a big thing for me. i'm so scared. what if people don't like my outfit, what if i don't fit in the outfit, what shoes am i going to wear, how is my hair and makeup going to be done, am i even going to have a garment in the show, what grades am i going to get this semester, what am i going to take this semseter, where did my carmex go...? the list goes on for days. sometimes i feel as if i'm going to cry but i don't have time for that. i suck it up and go back to doing what i do. i have too high of an expectation of myself to do well, part of the reason is because of my family, but it's always been like that. i miss seeing my family. i've made it through the most part of college and i probably still have a good part to go. so much to think about so little time.

it's been a long while. school has been cool. i have a lot of stuff to do. like the fashion show. i've been having a lot of dreams about it. one of them was that the fashion show was the next day and i didnt have anything made. yeah i woke up in a cold sweat. i was very freaked out. i've been working. not a lot but enough to get some money to buy things of no importance. i went to urban outfitters today and i got some shirts for five dollars each and i got a track jacket for 10 dollars. i totally made out at that store.
in other news my radio show is back on the internet air waves. same bat time, same bat channel. tuesdays and thursdays 6-7pm. it's sad b/c i'm by myself most of the time.
tomorrow is vd and i have to work so like years before i have nothing planned. i have to do some sewing for school. hopefully i will have my slopers done by tuesday. that is the plan. i'm also very excited that i don have to go to my ready to wear analysis and professional apparel selection class this week. i's very exciting. i'm kinda bummed out that i don't get to go to MAGIC(men's apparel guild in california) it's a trade show in las vegas. i want to go to a trade show. i guess there is always next year.

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
i killed a man in cold blood and got away with it mother fuckers!!! j/k i hade a drink here and there went to club bang.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
never made any.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
someone i went to high school probably did but probably not anyone close to me.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
thank God no but people i knew of.

5. What countries did you visit?
none

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
i would like to have a job

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
i have a horrible memory. i guess the day i met pf, when me, penny and alex got rejected from disneyland, when me dana and anissa got an apartment, going to the zoo

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
growing up

9. What was your biggest failure?
i don't think i failed this year

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
no but i got like colds and stuff

11. What was the best thing you bought?
don't remember but i did get a digital camera from my parents

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
everyone!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
my sis

14. Where did most of your money go?
ross

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
getting my digital camera and

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
yeah - usher

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? way happier
b) thinner or fatter? about the same
c) richer or poorer? poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
traveling

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
sleeping

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with the family

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
i don't know

22. How many one-night stands?
none

23. What was your favorite TV program?
alias, the simpsons, ellen, gilmore girls

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
no

25. What was the best book you read?
marine biology

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
keane

27. What did you want and get?
i got a digital camera

28. What did you want and not get?
an ipod, and hello kitty bed sheets

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
i liked a lot of movies

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
turned 20 and did nothing

31.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
i wish i got a job

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
comfortable and affordible but did not scarafice style.

33. What kept you sane?
my roommates and neighbors

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
danny kass, shawn white

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
election

36. Who did you miss?
my family oxnard friends and lb friends and currently shane

37. Who was the best new person you met?
scott a kim, derek, roberto,
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
comedy is life and death and "to be kind, it may be the last revolutionary act" live life as the trickster

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1. Your last name?
--- if you know me then you know it

2. Last person who sent you a message?
--- charisse

3. Feeling today?
--- stomach achey

4. 3 things that you want to do today?
--- buy stuff
--- catch some air on ventura and vineyard
---cuddle

5. 3 things in this month's agenda?
--- for jan: start school
--- new years eve: make cookies with miriam and charisse
--- for jan: buy the thunderbirds movie

6. Any wishes?
---i wish people would stop being stupid

7. What did you do last week?
--- went to sf, and opened up presents

8. The song you are listening to right now?
--- beulah - what will you do when your suntan fades

9. Best thing that happened to you today?
--- bought a le tigre shirt

10. Last phone conversation?
--- my sis

11. Last person you chat with?
--- jon and chairsse

12. Last SMS you received?
--- shane

13. Current things on your table?
--- my phone

14. Last time you went out partying?
--- thursday before i wnet home

15. Your color of the day?
--- yellow and orange

16. What are you doing right now?
--- typing

17. Last thing you ate?
--- worlds finest chocolate

18. What are you thinking right now?
--- if i have enough money in my bank account

19. Are you bored?
--- meh

20. Best childhood memory?
---eating food at my parents parties

21. Last movie seen?
--- the life aquatic

22. Best looking actor/actresses??
--- jude law

23. Best voice?
---brandon flowers

24. Best romantic movie of all time?
---amilee

25. Best thriller movie of all time?
--- the grudge in japanese b/c that's the only one i saw

26. Best place to hang out?
--- guppy tea house!!
28. Best friend?
---my roomies

29. Best food?
--- anything
30. Last message to whoever reading this?
--- you have a lot of time on your hands

i'm kinda sick. it sucks when it feels like everyone is blaming me for their sickness. my mom called and sounded pissed and alex is blaimng me for his strep throat.

school is almost over and i registered for my classes. i got two so far and i waitlisted one and i have to get one more. if anything, it will be human sexuality. i have to go to ms sherell and ask if i can enroll in the flat patterns class. hopefully i can. it's just a little stressful. oh yeah all my finals are on one day, back to back.

through all of this i'm pretty ok. i didnt really do anything last night. we all just sat around the apartment. made cookies, smoothies, and i cooked dinner. veggie lasagna and teriyaki chicken. had some laughs. i think i want to cook dinner again tonight. i don't know. i don't have anything planned for tonight not till after 9 so i have to find things to keep me occupied.

mmm mahi mahi so good and very expensive. again this weekend i have stuffed myself to puking status. so so good. three cheers to binge eating. i ate a lot! so so good. i highly recommend the clam chowder at jimmy's fish grill in LB. but go during lunch it is like $20 for dinner but i guess it is worth it. thank you again shane <3

i love sushi! i ate so much on saturday and it spilled over to today. it was insane.i wanted to puke. i couldn't watch shane eat a pizza it was that bad. got a burger today with shane and i was really full. again! i've also come to realize that i'm a horseraddish fan! so tasty with fries. mmm arby's anways say hello to the las vegas roll.

i dominated that in one bite...kinda.

it was a good weekend even though i was oh so lonely for most of the time. thanks to penny for making my belly full of raw fish and rice. thanks to shane for the burger and the endless entertainment watching you eat a pizza <3, thanks to jon choy for the fries and thanks to derek for the arby's melt. <3 eveyone! so so good. i probably won't eat that good till thanksgiving. in the event i get a job i will repay you all.
one thing i noticed about arby's. old people love it. there wasn't a lot of old people but there were a considerable amount. i mean grandma ate there. but they have good buns. i just want the bread.

i am and accessory whore!

urban outfitters $1.99 in one point in life they were $18.99. i had a fashion moment in the store as well but i don't want to talk about it.

nothing much has been happening. i skipped my first class EVER in my college career. it's really sad. i feel really bad too. like what if i missed something important? i don't know. i went to go meet penny in the union today but she wasn't there. it's ok though, b/c i got in some studying. so today is pretty rad. the vandals are playing at the school for free so after my show that is where you will find me. hopefully there will be some free food there.

so me, anissa, and dana have been eating out at the dining hall and there are these bitches that hate up for no apparent reason. yeah stupid hoes! anyways, i have a turtle i named him the dude, he's one fine cooter and of you are nice you can touch it. (if you watch the daily show you'd know). i get to go home this weekend and see the family and get some food. i'm starving...not really but there are times i do wish.

i'm a very proud older sis. b/c my little brother passed the AP bio test he gets to eat at the top floor of the morgan stanley building. it's pretty fancy status.

i haven't had much due this week and it's been pretty cool. i got much needed sleep.

this post is dedicated to jesus aka "jose"

anyways, school has be going. it's fun but i'm really tired. i have 9:30am classes monday through thursday, and a lab on friday i need to study for the quizzes in that class b/c i totally failed the last quiz. i probably got like 2 points. so tomorrow, i study hardcore status before everyone comes.

and i see color!!
anyways just want to let yo know that " how to become a virgin is back on the air. tomorrow is the first day so you better listen.
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nothing much has been happening. i saw jm a few days ago. totally made my day! he pops his collar up too so so cute! i think it might even be a ben sherman or a fred perry shirt. makes me melt. sunday didn't do much. i ate so much that i wanted to puke. just thinking about dinner and watching shane eat pizza made me want to puke it was that bad. i got the shockwave cd so happy! a little bothered by my lab teacher telling me i should smile more.

still cookoo for copepods.

shane tempting me with hisice cream and lactose. i had serioulsy a spoonful and i'm gasy. sucks. anyways.

so i just ate some ice cream and i know my stomach is going to hate me b/c i'm fucking asian!!!

watching the olympics always inspires me to get up and travel and leave the united states. i really like it here but it's nice to get up and see the world.
on a sadder note, i no longer have a duck. he was attacked by something a cat a bird whatever last night. my mom decided to hand him over to animal control and my guess is that he didn't make it past the night.
i miss him.

went to the x games on saturday with linda. it was way rad. saw surfing at huntington beach. saw dane reynolds and tim curren, gotta support boys from the 805. but seeing kelly slater was cool. p.s he's a lot shorter in real life. then went to ikea. but being in long beach for the limited time was cool. just lounging around playing my zelda game, visiting neigbors. i went to a show too. saw sick of it all, terror and champion. it was a good show. apparently donnybrook played but we got there late. then at the end there was a fight in the streets. today hung out with charisse and got the best gummy bears in the world. the kind in the gold package.

so you know you are so ahead of the curve when an old lady has almost the same necklace you are wearing. totally happened to me today. i was waiting to get a paper towel and i notice this old lady's necklace. it was exactly like mine except you can adjust mine and hers didn't. am i going thorough a little old lady phase? maybe.

blow out, how is it so addictive?

is it odd and strange that i enjoy hot chocolate cold. it tastes way better. i'm serious. i guess im'g just going crazy. in the midst of all this insanity, my hip hurts. real bad almost to the point where i cannot get up in the morning. it sucks a lot. people laugh and stare at my attempts to run. also when i run, my knees start to hurt. i deal with it. i'm becoming old i guess that is it.