i know at once there is no place i'd rather be

i am a hopeless romantic, i hope this movie is better than juno.

hungry for life without your pity

basement pub bathroom. AA tricot leggings, WESC peacoat, DEPT dress( not pictured)

pardon the poor pictures, I am trying to save up for a new camera.

you're my obsession

Info:

Sunday, May 10th
show runs from 11am-4pm
Doug Fir Lounge, 830 E. Burnside

craftywonderland.com



anissa and i will be selling stuff. come and be our friend. here is a little taste:




More to come!

why don't you come and play here?

Off to the grocery store. It's 950pm. cookies need to be made.




wearing: Sébastien Tellier Sexuali-tee, AA leggings, target shoes, AA belt, Billabong plaid shirt.


dear creatures. i want everything.

Pack an apple to eat, go hit the street, get on your feet

I started to make things.

Minds over Manners.

it could be so easy if it didn't feel so wrong

i remember going to this art show sometime last year. mercedes helnwein is one of my favorite artists.


hooters!



went to hooters for my birthday. i had a free meal. i was trying to keep it cheap but i guess i failed. the food isn't good but i can't pass up free food! it was a little different this year. usually i know what i want to do. sushi at damion with friends and then house of hayden. i would have loved sushi but i can't afford it and i wouldn't want to subject my friends to pay for my meal. also i don't have a bar in portland that i can say this is the bar i want to go to.

Seeing them in my dark cupboard with my great big cake

I'm one quarter!

i'm drunk off your kiss

OMG NFG!

Remind me to spend some good time with you

it was a beautiful day to be outside.



oregon is beautiful. wish you were here.






all the best wishes .

Suddenly the wheels are in motion

i made a card for a friend that got married. inspired by those frito commericals.




This is how my eyes feel in the morning.

Don't hide the pleasures you've found in your rolling around

This is the inside of my bag minus the receipts and and gum wrappers.



bag is a thrift find from my sister. it's really pretty!
Le Clic 35mm camera found at the thrift store and it works!
paul frank glasses cleaner kit. My glasses get dirty and i need to clean them.
billabong goodie bag. full of great stuff!
mints: altoids, stride gum. need fresh breath.
emergen-c. to fight the colds
brush. to keep my hair pretty.
car keys. to start my car.
house keys. to get in my house/ in the store.
hand sanitizer. to keep my hands clean.
lotion. to keep my hands soft.
burt's bees hand salve. again to keep my hands soft,.
rosebud strawberry lip balm. to keep my lips soft.
stablio pens. to write in things.
hi-chew candy. for a snack.
pilot pen. to write stuff.
moleskine. to write in.
ipod. to listen to music in my car.
target brand ibuprofen. for those pesky pains.
paul frank wallet. to pay for stuff.
misc items: button, gum and dove chocolate. found them floating around.
not pictured: my sony ericsson phone,. i used it to take the picture duh!

i carry around a lot of things.

this is real this is me

I like to think I am an honest person and feel I need to get this off my chest. I watched camp rock in full. there i admitted it. i like to stay young and hip with it.......it was actually quite entertaining but not as good as Brink. Nothing will top that movie.

And you won't fail with me around

recently i've been into painting my nails. it really calms me down. I think i've changed colors three times in the past two weeks. i've settled on a dark blue, for now.

what is amazing is that for about 19 - 20 years i was a nail biter. it is pretty intense how low i can bite them. i tried to grow them out only to bite them. the only thing to stop me was nail polish. i don't know why i bite my nails. i've always thought it was gross and not lady like. but nobody stopped me so i continued to bite away. i've grown up and i haven't bitten my nails for 4 years. i'm pretty proud of myself. credit should be given when credit is due. thanks shane for helping break the horrid habit.

to other things great. did you know that i love karl lagerfeld?



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Flows for Hos with low self esteem

I had a surge of creativity.

[1/1/2002 9:58:05 PM | Eizelle G]

hey this has been a long time coming. i havent written in this thing for a long time and as one of my new years resolutions, i will try to write in it as much as possible.
This year has had its ups and downs for me. the beginning was slow but near the end it picked up the pace. where to begin? in the begining of the year it was the same as is every year. i sit on my fat ass and watch tv all night long while feelings of envy pulse through me hoping one year i will be able to join dick clark one day in times square. one year i hope to be somewhere and be something and get to do things that i never dreamed of but alas im still at home dreaming of that day. its the same every year and it is starting to get boring. im always inside.
for 17 years ive stayed inside my house. it sucks so much i guess thats why i want to get out and do something.
then college and everything came up so fast. i thought i knew what i wanted to do but as the year progressed i dont know any more.im really confused and at times i just want to leave. i dont want to think about about it anymore but it will always be there. if i dont get in to any college i dont think i will go at all or i will leave for austraila and start over my short life over where nobody will know me. maybe ill be better off there. i dont know anymore what i want to do. one day i want to be an interior designer, the next day i want to be a film major, the next day i want to be a landscape architect. i thought i knew what i wanted to do but now im lost. im stuck and it is somewhere i dont want to be. i hurts me to tell my grandmother that i WILL be going to college but reality i dont really know. i just want to graduate take a long nap and wake up somewhere i want to be. i dont want to do it all myself. i dont want to let people down. im surrounded by people who succeed everyday sometimes i feel lost and detached because that is not something i want to do. im going crazy thinking about this so ill move on
i got asked to do a movie called pearl harbor.


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I feel that I've lost that little piece of me that was a dreamer. I got the degree, I got up and did something and for that I am very proud of myself. I wouldn't say that I am in a place where I feel comfortable but it is getting there. I miss California, but I love the surprises that Portland has to offer. I still have hopes and dreams. I haven't lost the 17 year old me completely.

okay so i was asked to do pearl harbor!!! the lady said it was going to be big but i didnt show up. what the fuck. 17 year old me is a fucking moron!!! i can't believe that I turned down pearl harbor. My life would have changed.




Happy inauguration day!

it feels like 13

Portland Calling

I'm heeeerrrrreeee! burr it's cold. I guess it is supposed to snow tomorrow and Sunday. I'm kinda excited to think that I am going to actually see snow where I live. Too bad my wardrobe does not match my environment. I guess it is something to strive for.

Add it to the list I guess.

I got a sweet pair of rain boots from the mister and I love them. They are perfect. By Sperry Topsider



Boots

Then I ran into these and i want them!



They're like Uggs but rain boots and actually cute. Moovculture

Then this dress by Suzabelle:



Suzabelle

i've become restless for a new wardrobe

what has two thumbs and has a books signed by Mary Kate and Ashley?

MEEEE!!!!!!





I promise they are in the picture. Went to a book signing and just being in their presence was awesome all need.

But lights press The soft skin To rough hands.

I am kinda in love with Karl Lagerfeld. He moved to Vermont, so fashion forward.

Busy Work

Food for thought. Taken from Banksy’s Village Petstore and Charcoal Grill








PS busy work every wednesday at detroit bar, costa mesa, ca

These hands Like strangers in the wind

It's hard to try to fit everything you want to get out of southern california in a little less than two months. Oktoberfest, halloween haunt, art shows, seeing everyone before we leave, Oxnard folks this includes you! It's all moving so fast I can't believe it. It's now or never and I chose now. I have a ton of shit to get rid of I have some money to save, I'm excited and scared all at the same time. I'm gonna miss everything.

I am leaving for Portland in December.

PS Despite the economic fall, teenagers are still spending recklessly, and I am here to guide them. I love it!

California's Gold

I met Huell Howser!

bears will tear us apart again

I love Karl Lagerfeld. He is fashion. Rememeber the fan he would tote around? It was the best. This picture makes me happy. It is everything I would imagine Karl Lagerfeld to be in bear form. Oh Karl one day we will cross paths.








W magazine.

If I Could Reach Higher

One of my coworkers said, "I think beer pong should be an Olympic sport."

Amen, here is the proof.



We played team Malaysia.

We fought hard for enebriated Americans. We just were not on our game, we fought the good fight, we drank the bad beer. Malaysia played hard, I think they drank less than we did but it was a great game.

Makes you sick, makes you ill, makes you cheat, slipping change from the till




Saw Ok Go. Fun times. UCLA kids are kinda square.

Ok Go reminds me oh high school and Fuse. my blog comes full circle and i feel more complete.

Still my favorite ok go video.