is it odd and strange that i enjoy hot chocolate cold. it tastes way better. i'm serious. i guess im'g just going crazy. in the midst of all this insanity, my hip hurts. real bad almost to the point where i cannot get up in the morning. it sucks a lot. people laugh and stare at my attempts to run. also when i run, my knees start to hurt. i deal with it. i'm becoming old i guess that is it.