Saturday, March 15, 2003

"i got you in my heart, i got you you in my head yeah your magic it surrounds me"

it been a good week. the weather was nice. cloudy mornings to sunny afternoons. its nice. lots of things got pushed back like my test in anthro, my hw and test in history. i getting pretty comfortable in long beach. i told my soap eating story. thats a good sign. then i made refrence to the giligans island you know the episode they ate soap and someone actually knew what i was talking about.
i was like cool. it was free food day at mcdonalds. kroq was there giving out stuff. it was so funny when simple plan came on all the girls started singing along. it was so funny. so horrible. i was like oh hell. they also made me sick a kroq sticker on my deck. i was very heisitant but when you have a crowd of people and a guy on a mic telling you to put on a sticker and if you didnt he would chase you down with the truck you kinda have to. it was pretty funny. the sticker came off and it now resides on my computer. then i went around the area then went home. i had a lot on my mind. i found out my dad is leaving in april for afganistan hell be there for four months. thats soo long. i wont be able to see my family for four months. when my sister imed me today she was like did you hear about dad? im like what? i had a million thoughts, like why didnt anyone tell me anything. at first i thought he was sick or something i was so worried. then she told me hes leaving. in a way i was relieved but then i was still upset b/c hes leaving. its like the navy all over again. not like i dont see my dad everyday b/c i dont even if i was home. so i left and skated. skating always clears my mind. time like this i wish i was swimming or surfing. they always help clear my mind.
you know how in tv shows they play just the right song for the character at that moment? i had that feeling. in borders lonley day played. it was kinda fitting.

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

"i would say im sorry if i though it would change your mind..."

i haevtn written in here in a while. whats been going on? well nothing. i go to school. you know how i was supposed to have a test on tuesday, well its postponed. i was ready for a test too. oh well its next week so ill study then. i have some homework due too. its pretty much the same stuff. im thinking about becoming a dj for the schools internet radio. its seems cool b/c it plays in the usu pa system. i dont know. im bored. i have to go and see if i could beg for a job at some skate shop. thats my ideal job at the current moment. nothing special.

Sunday, March 09, 2003

"Last night i had this dream about you, in this dream im dancing right beside you..."

adventures in long beach by eizelle

i wake up like at 12ish my mom calles to make sure im ok and theni go to the laundry mat. no big wash my clothes and then go to the wherehouse with a laundry bag. whatever. i study some make quick notes for my test on tuesday. it was a really nice day weatherwise. so i wore a skirt. it was too nice to be wearing pants. today was even nicer. i went to the bus and got off b/c i realized the bus was going the opposite direction of tower records. so i end up walking an hour and a half on PCH. good times. i looked at the sign and it was at PCH 3000 tower is on PCH 6000. yup thats a long walk. by the time i got there it was 3 and i found a shorter way home that was a thirty minute walk. not too bad. when i got home my dogs were killing. its funny b/c i bought the count the stars cd and the new movielife but i was only charged for the count the stars. i didnt realize this till i walked out but i kinda feel bad b/c the girl gave me a free finch shirt. ah i dont know its going to bite me in the ass. if you see a thing in dateline about nonhonest citizens its me.
so that was my adventures in long beach. there were many times i could have taken the bus but i didnt i walked i also could have given up many times but i didnt. that was my excercise for the week. i feel really refreshed. its funny b/c as soon as i saw the tower store it was like mirage. times like this i wish i had a car.