look at my new friend malfi! he will bring me great wealth or death!







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I LOVE Johnny Cupcakes!!!

I Can Show You How I Live, Just A Little Bit

my family

my dog

my oxnard gangstas


my turtle

music

GUPPYS!!


tuna sandwiches with avocado

toto

greta

these lovely ladies

this round eye <3

cheap wine

hello kitty



this is me, just a little bit.this is my cup of tea. this is my simple, yet complex world. my smiles, my tears, my heart. these things remind me that there is a life worth living.

i went to warped tour for free and all i got was this photo proof!

i always i forget about this journal. i'm sorry blogger, it's not you...
so what have i been up too. i had the honor of serving some time in a jury pool. it was the BEST experience in my WHOLE life. i've had a lot of time to think. i hate being alone and thinking too much.

hi everyone. it's been a long time since i've written in here. i've been dedicating my life to other things, like the fashion show, work and my other classes. i'm nervous as well as excited about the fashion show. it's a big thing for me. i'm so scared. what if people don't like my outfit, what if i don't fit in the outfit, what shoes am i going to wear, how is my hair and makeup going to be done, am i even going to have a garment in the show, what grades am i going to get this semester, what am i going to take this semseter, where did my carmex go...? the list goes on for days. sometimes i feel as if i'm going to cry but i don't have time for that. i suck it up and go back to doing what i do. i have too high of an expectation of myself to do well, part of the reason is because of my family, but it's always been like that. i miss seeing my family. i've made it through the most part of college and i probably still have a good part to go. so much to think about so little time.

it's been a long while. school has been cool. i have a lot of stuff to do. like the fashion show. i've been having a lot of dreams about it. one of them was that the fashion show was the next day and i didnt have anything made. yeah i woke up in a cold sweat. i was very freaked out. i've been working. not a lot but enough to get some money to buy things of no importance. i went to urban outfitters today and i got some shirts for five dollars each and i got a track jacket for 10 dollars. i totally made out at that store.
in other news my radio show is back on the internet air waves. same bat time, same bat channel. tuesdays and thursdays 6-7pm. it's sad b/c i'm by myself most of the time.
tomorrow is vd and i have to work so like years before i have nothing planned. i have to do some sewing for school. hopefully i will have my slopers done by tuesday. that is the plan. i'm also very excited that i don have to go to my ready to wear analysis and professional apparel selection class this week. i's very exciting. i'm kinda bummed out that i don't get to go to MAGIC(men's apparel guild in california) it's a trade show in las vegas. i want to go to a trade show. i guess there is always next year.