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charice wherever you are i made you probably the best mixed cd ever. sorry it's taking so long to get to you.

had a very random weekend.

went to a PAC social (Philipino American Association) then played softball, went to a party. that party got broken up by the police, then went to some house and hung out.

have to do some ironing and then reading today.

guess who went to sleep early? i did. at 10:45. that's early.

if you give a girl some popcorn she's going to want some water.

it's hot again.

so i might volunteer for ASI, I might be a dj for kbeach, and i might join intertube water polo.

knowing me i probably won't do any one of those things. meh.

recycle or die is the school recycling slogan. how fucking rad is that? they even have shirts.

i am happy. it puts butterflies in my stomach...but it could also be the fact that i'm super hungry. i sacraficed my breakfast for a twenty minute nap in the morining. now i'm eating tuna. then i'm going to jo ann fabrics to get some more material.

it was interesting. in the morning i went to the fabric store with a classmate. he was nice enough to give me a ride. i got interfacing. i'm very jealous of his fabric b/c he found raiders fabric in the bargain bin. that's so rad. i didn't get my stuff b/c i need money first. i went back home then tok a nice nap and then went back to poli sci. it's killer. i have a paper due on the 25th of september. sucks.. i have to get started on that thing too. bah! i just remembered that my intro to apparel production prof reminds me of phoebe from friends.

remember in rugrats when chuckie lost melville his pet sow bug? its like that.

it hurts so much. its just a goldfish. right...no it was somthing more. the fact that i kept him alive for so long. i got attached.

RIP Jordan Earl Esquire III 6:13pm
April 27, 2003-September 2, 2003.


that is so hard to say but it's true. i changed his water and then when i get back from classhes upside down swimming. he was breathing and wiggling. so i call my dad. then i started crying. it's a goldfish and they can't give you teh affection like a dog but jordan was mine. he outlived his friends from the carnival. he lived through a stressful car ride back to oxnard.

for a while it was just me and jordan. he watched movies with me, and follow my finger. he told me when he was hungry. he was happpy almost all of the time. he was happiest when i gave him a bigger home and at feeding time. if i sat and watched him he would swim right in front of me. i miss him. he was a great goldfish.i don't know if any goldfish can love up to jordan.

i was not ready for him to go. i blam it all on myself because i changed his water. i was supposed to change the filter on the britta but i didn't. it was all my fault.

i haven't flushed hom down yet. i want to give him a proper burial, but i'm not in oxnard but long beach is his real home. i miss him so much. it's so lonely in my room and with jordan it seemed as if i wasn't. evertytime i look at his bowl empty it make me cry. i so used to him swimming around and making splashes. i had a plan for me and jordan to go on pet star and meet mario lopez. jordan was going to jump through a hoop and into another bowl. but now we can't. when i turn on winapm the song heaven by moonpools and caterpillars played.

i'm going to go now and flush him down the toilet because jordan belongs in the water. i loved him so much.

i hurt.

my heart almost dropped i saw jordan staring at me through the bowl and it looked like he stopped breathing. i'm still very shaken. so i poked him with an insharpened pencil. he's swimming now.

school starts tomorrow.

i moved in today.

watched about 7 hours of saved by the bell straight.

good times indeed.

school starts in a week. it's kinda sad. i like it at home. it's a stress free environment. but in a way i'm kinda excited to go.

i got a new friend. it's a betta fish i named him rocky rose the IX. he's always pissed at jordan earl but i guess that's his nature.

this summer kinda wasn't good heapth wise. in the beginning i had some type of food poisoning or stomach bug and a random act of strep throat.

Strep throat is more common during the colder months when people are inside together for longer periods of time and infections can be passed from person to person more easily.

The more cases of strep throat in the community, the more chances a person has of being exposed to a strep infection. This increases the chances that a sore throat is caused by strep infection
as told by webmd.com

funny b/c i don't know anyone who had strep and i was basicaly inside all week. oh well.

i want to get these bed sheets at target. they are jersey knit and they fell super nice. jersey knit is basically the 100% cotton that goes into making your tshirts therefore they are super comfy. i found my sisters betta fish thing so i guess ill be getting a betta fish soon.
<3 199!

i slept so much today. not so good times. i have nothing really happening so i guess ill end it at that.

so i didnt do too well on that math test but i still have a good grade in the class. whatever. i missed somthing like 26. thats about half. so i was bummed afterwards then i had tge drive to do better in the next test. i want to go and swim and stuff soon like maybe thursday after another test. i skate around and stuff work on style and stuff.blah blah i turned a tshirt into pj pants. its amazingly comfy i love them. i think i need a haircut but i dont really want to pay for one so i guess ill see how my hair looks all grown out. if i dont feel it then ill cut it myself. yes i want to learn to cut my own hair. but knowing me ill probably be a pussy and have someone else do it. i might save up for a new board or something. i have money from babysitting and nowhere to invest. so im thinking about opening up a savings account.
my neck has been killing me.

so you know how super happy i was when i got napoleon? well i think he might be dying. im super bummed. on top of that i didnt do too well on a math test. so im very unhappy. jordan is doing well. i have to go and find the proper burial place. the placce will most likely be in the front yard. the dog and the duck wont get to it.

class was pretty amusing today. im so glad whitney is in my class. it was amusing b/c the people ask a lot of questions. the bus ride was fun. i sat next to someone i knew and to top that the bus driver was super rad. apparenty he used to be a school bus driver. he was called the "scientist." hes super social and would broadcast his conversations over the bus pa system. also during the stops he would make funny comments about the stops. i was laughing.
this year i decided to not go to the con this year in san diego. i dont know why but im not going. oh well

<3 my sister is coming home tomorrow

whats been happening. warped was alright. good times with friends for sure. i got a crab on sunday and then he died. R.I.P charlton duke august. hello napoleon augustus cousteau. hes cool. i got new gravel for the floor of the tank. it looks super rad. jordan is stil alive and swimming. school is alright.

math suck too many numbers it pisses me off. grr...im not going to class tomorrow or i am but im leaving early to go warped. good times. i wanted to share these good times with my "twin" but he cant go. super bummed.

today i babaysat. thats pretty much my income. i get a good $20 for the day i babysit. some days i get more depeding on the hours. anyways it was easy i watched the power rangers. good stuff...not really.

wha? this is new. eizelle confused. anyways i guess thats a sign of me not writing in this thing forever. at the current moment im watching the sound of music. its a great movie. my sister has the record im very jealous. the week has been great. yesterday i went to the pool with charice. i knew like half the lifeguards. today i went to the beach with charice and linda. good times skipping rocks and such. im kinda lightly toasted especially my face.
i got some new cds and a new dvd. dogtown and z boys is awesome. i dont know why i didnt get it a long time ago i guess b/c of the lack of funds. meh.

yes i want this. it's the same exact size as the one i have now and i love that set up with the exception of the wheels. i would get better wheels. there is also a robert august one that is sweet.

i feel like shit. i think i have the stomach flu and its not cool at all. i feel like i want to vomit i might have a fever and i do have a bad sinus. yeah not feeling 100% more like 45%.