i'm gonna be somebody.

gonna be a party photogapher! haven't found the party yet.

first street drama is funny.

RVCA wherehouse sale. projects up the wazoo. no time. thursday night shows are fun. coffee and rockstars keep me functioning. must find application for tv show intervention. xMAS time is near! YAY!

there is a part of me that misses my old blg name. i think i might change it back.

state of mind

am i a boring person? i've always felt this about myself. i want to makeover myself. in an ideal world, i'd be exciting to hang out with, witty, outgoing, easy to engage conversation...the list can go on for days, but i can't think of anything now. but would i truely be happy with who i am if became everything on this list? would life for me be different?

the city streets are empty now


today is slayer!!! shane is so excited, i can't help be excited for him. he even matched his shirt with his shoes, not on purpose.
i hope he has fun at both shows. actually i know he will. <3

is amazingly hot here. my apartment is like an oven. i tried sleeping but i can't, too hot. the living room is the best bet.

in other news. i finished textiles today. i also got a car wash. my car is so clean! i also got a job at cha for tea! i'm going to be a tearista!

i think the food network should give me a show. don't mean to be conceited but yeah i'm a fucking awesome.

i make a mean fried tuna rice.

the sandwich i just made was fucking delish! i used white bread, turkey sandwich meat, spinach, tomatoes, artichoke hearts, olive oil, red wine vinegar, garlic salt and pepper. i don't have exact amounts because i make everything to taste. if you make this,

combine the olive oil and red wine vinegar in a small bowl. add a dash of garlic salt and pepper. mix and then set aside.

the sandwich is basically the spinach, tomato, artichoke hearts and turkey meat. i recommend taking out the seeds in the tomato. i used the oli/vinegar mix as the spread on the bread and then drizzled it on the sandwich, especially on veggies. then i put the sandwich on the george forman grill to toast.

i ate it with arizona green tea and a kosher dill pickle. i also used only one slice of turkey deli meat. i loved it!!



in other news;

saturday was amazing. saw mickey avalon, drank gray goose vodka tonics and whatever else. thanks to ashley, shane's sister!! stole 2 rubber stampers an ink pad and a candle holder. went with: shane, anissa, scott c., vanessa, ruben, anissa's brother and his friend. magically seven eleven was across the street. danced, bruised knees, phone numbers free shirts!! no pictures. but a good time was had by all. too bad scott got the herp. it's ok we'll still make fun of you!

peace out for now bitches!

i'm sitting here at work. kinda wish 1st street was as popular as 2nd street. i wish there was more here
there is a lot of hobos. kinda cool around here regardless.

no more weekends. so sad. school is almost over. thank God. I'm going home on the 22nd and i'm leaving on the 23rd. i won't be back till june 16th. my little brother is graduating. i'm so proud.

i'm sitting here at work. kinda wish 1st street was as popular as 2nd street. i wish there was more here
there is a lot of hobos. kinda cool around here regardless.

no more weekends. so sad. school is almost over. thank God. I'm going home on the 22nd and i'm leaving on the 23rd. i won't be back till june 16th. my little brother is graduating. i'm so proud.

shane added a new turtle to my tank. it's a boy and mine is a girl. totally not taking responsiblty of the babies.

ds is the best in the buniness



ps. we got dicks like jesus.

you should watch this. it is a clip of my very favorite episode of futurama. everytime i watch it, i can't help but think of poochi and yolis.

"let me see your jane fonda

this goes out to nathan aka captn' mayhem.

so almost to the third year i wrote post about watching elimidate and how i thought this guy was cool because he ordered milk at a bar. anyway to my suprise, the guy emails me. it's kinda cool knowing someone else out there randomly stumbled on my blog and the best part is that i made his day but really it made mine. thank you!

what's up with me? well, i have a perminent accessory. it's sooo incredibily cute. i work for free at black market in long beach and it is the shit!i love it there. i love tips and sushi! VD was cool. I got a pink vinyl of my humps. saw MICKEY AVALON!!!! new favorite drink: red bull jagger.

i am totally pissed at urban outfitters. they ripped off johnny cupcakes. the sad thing is that he can;t do anything because it is a small company. the sad thing is that johnny cupcakes isn't the only company, crown farmer is another. to read more go to the johnny cupcakes website. i don't know if i want to shop at urban anymore. it's sad really.

jon is turning 22 but is partiying like he turned 21. overall sweet party. for sure we will be talking about it for days to come.

Flickr Slideshow

nothing new really. just been sitting around looking for a job. i'm cashing in on my free 8 weeks at bally's total fitness before i fully commit to 24 hour fitness. i can't wait to hit the elipitical and the pool.

SNL hasn't been that funny but this is just great!

Lazy Sunday aka Chronic of Narnia

enjoy <3

so last night i watched the movie Me,You and Everyone Else We Know and i totally loved it. I know you will too. It's amazing! Rent it NOW!

i've been severely slacking in the blogging business. so as my new years resolution, as it is every year, i promise to write in this blog more. i forgot how much i used to write in this. in high school i was a blogging master. i would write about almost everything and anything. now i feel like i'm in censoring my life. what happened? am i lazy or did i just get boring?

i remember being a hopeful teenager who wanted to change the world. i still want to change the world. there is still a little spark in this girl. i never let her go. i guess i haven't been as vocal about as i wanted to be. but i cannot change the world if i keep everything to myself. i am not going to tell every thought and every detail because i think there are a few things that are ment to keep for yourself. you know that little secret that makes you smile. you know you have one. i have plenty.

i'm growing up and growing up kinda sucks. so much responsibility. on the other hand growing up is amazing. i love being on my and living life the way i want to. i also love the spontaneity of meeting new people and developing new relationships.

so look forward for future blog postings and such.

look at my new friend malfi! he will bring me great wealth or death!







ps new pictures up from the hang the dj's!



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adopt your own virtual pet!

I LOVE Johnny Cupcakes!!!

I Can Show You How I Live, Just A Little Bit

my family

my dog

my oxnard gangstas


my turtle

music

GUPPYS!!


tuna sandwiches with avocado

toto

greta

these lovely ladies

this round eye <3

cheap wine

hello kitty



this is me, just a little bit.this is my cup of tea. this is my simple, yet complex world. my smiles, my tears, my heart. these things remind me that there is a life worth living.

i went to warped tour for free and all i got was this photo proof!

i always i forget about this journal. i'm sorry blogger, it's not you...
so what have i been up too. i had the honor of serving some time in a jury pool. it was the BEST experience in my WHOLE life. i've had a lot of time to think. i hate being alone and thinking too much.

hi everyone. it's been a long time since i've written in here. i've been dedicating my life to other things, like the fashion show, work and my other classes. i'm nervous as well as excited about the fashion show. it's a big thing for me. i'm so scared. what if people don't like my outfit, what if i don't fit in the outfit, what shoes am i going to wear, how is my hair and makeup going to be done, am i even going to have a garment in the show, what grades am i going to get this semester, what am i going to take this semseter, where did my carmex go...? the list goes on for days. sometimes i feel as if i'm going to cry but i don't have time for that. i suck it up and go back to doing what i do. i have too high of an expectation of myself to do well, part of the reason is because of my family, but it's always been like that. i miss seeing my family. i've made it through the most part of college and i probably still have a good part to go. so much to think about so little time.

it's been a long while. school has been cool. i have a lot of stuff to do. like the fashion show. i've been having a lot of dreams about it. one of them was that the fashion show was the next day and i didnt have anything made. yeah i woke up in a cold sweat. i was very freaked out. i've been working. not a lot but enough to get some money to buy things of no importance. i went to urban outfitters today and i got some shirts for five dollars each and i got a track jacket for 10 dollars. i totally made out at that store.
in other news my radio show is back on the internet air waves. same bat time, same bat channel. tuesdays and thursdays 6-7pm. it's sad b/c i'm by myself most of the time.
tomorrow is vd and i have to work so like years before i have nothing planned. i have to do some sewing for school. hopefully i will have my slopers done by tuesday. that is the plan. i'm also very excited that i don have to go to my ready to wear analysis and professional apparel selection class this week. i's very exciting. i'm kinda bummed out that i don't get to go to MAGIC(men's apparel guild in california) it's a trade show in las vegas. i want to go to a trade show. i guess there is always next year.

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
i killed a man in cold blood and got away with it mother fuckers!!! j/k i hade a drink here and there went to club bang.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
never made any.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
someone i went to high school probably did but probably not anyone close to me.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
thank God no but people i knew of.

5. What countries did you visit?
none

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
i would like to have a job

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
i have a horrible memory. i guess the day i met pf, when me, penny and alex got rejected from disneyland, when me dana and anissa got an apartment, going to the zoo

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
growing up

9. What was your biggest failure?
i don't think i failed this year

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
no but i got like colds and stuff

11. What was the best thing you bought?
don't remember but i did get a digital camera from my parents

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
everyone!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
my sis

14. Where did most of your money go?
ross

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
getting my digital camera and

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
yeah - usher

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? way happier
b) thinner or fatter? about the same
c) richer or poorer? poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
traveling

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
sleeping

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with the family

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
i don't know

22. How many one-night stands?
none

23. What was your favorite TV program?
alias, the simpsons, ellen, gilmore girls

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
no

25. What was the best book you read?
marine biology

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
keane

27. What did you want and get?
i got a digital camera

28. What did you want and not get?
an ipod, and hello kitty bed sheets

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
i liked a lot of movies

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
turned 20 and did nothing

31.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
i wish i got a job

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
comfortable and affordible but did not scarafice style.

33. What kept you sane?
my roommates and neighbors

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
danny kass, shawn white

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
election

36. Who did you miss?
my family oxnard friends and lb friends and currently shane

37. Who was the best new person you met?
scott a kim, derek, roberto,
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
comedy is life and death and "to be kind, it may be the last revolutionary act" live life as the trickster

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1. Your last name?
--- if you know me then you know it

2. Last person who sent you a message?
--- charisse

3. Feeling today?
--- stomach achey

4. 3 things that you want to do today?
--- buy stuff
--- catch some air on ventura and vineyard
---cuddle

5. 3 things in this month's agenda?
--- for jan: start school
--- new years eve: make cookies with miriam and charisse
--- for jan: buy the thunderbirds movie

6. Any wishes?
---i wish people would stop being stupid

7. What did you do last week?
--- went to sf, and opened up presents

8. The song you are listening to right now?
--- beulah - what will you do when your suntan fades

9. Best thing that happened to you today?
--- bought a le tigre shirt

10. Last phone conversation?
--- my sis

11. Last person you chat with?
--- jon and chairsse

12. Last SMS you received?
--- shane

13. Current things on your table?
--- my phone

14. Last time you went out partying?
--- thursday before i wnet home

15. Your color of the day?
--- yellow and orange

16. What are you doing right now?
--- typing

17. Last thing you ate?
--- worlds finest chocolate

18. What are you thinking right now?
--- if i have enough money in my bank account

19. Are you bored?
--- meh

20. Best childhood memory?
---eating food at my parents parties

21. Last movie seen?
--- the life aquatic

22. Best looking actor/actresses??
--- jude law

23. Best voice?
---brandon flowers

24. Best romantic movie of all time?
---amilee

25. Best thriller movie of all time?
--- the grudge in japanese b/c that's the only one i saw

26. Best place to hang out?
--- guppy tea house!!
28. Best friend?
---my roomies

29. Best food?
--- anything
30. Last message to whoever reading this?
--- you have a lot of time on your hands