1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
i killed a man in cold blood and got away with it mother fuckers!!! j/k i hade a drink here and there went to club bang.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
never made any.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
someone i went to high school probably did but probably not anyone close to me.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
thank God no but people i knew of.

5. What countries did you visit?
none

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
i would like to have a job

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
i have a horrible memory. i guess the day i met pf, when me, penny and alex got rejected from disneyland, when me dana and anissa got an apartment, going to the zoo

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
growing up

9. What was your biggest failure?
i don't think i failed this year

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
no but i got like colds and stuff

11. What was the best thing you bought?
don't remember but i did get a digital camera from my parents

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
everyone!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
my sis

14. Where did most of your money go?
ross

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
getting my digital camera and

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
yeah - usher

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? way happier
b) thinner or fatter? about the same
c) richer or poorer? poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
traveling

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
sleeping

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with the family

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
i don't know

22. How many one-night stands?
none

23. What was your favorite TV program?
alias, the simpsons, ellen, gilmore girls

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
no

25. What was the best book you read?
marine biology

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
keane

27. What did you want and get?
i got a digital camera

28. What did you want and not get?
an ipod, and hello kitty bed sheets

29. What was your favorite film of this year?
i liked a lot of movies

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
turned 20 and did nothing

31.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
i wish i got a job

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
comfortable and affordible but did not scarafice style.

33. What kept you sane?
my roommates and neighbors

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
danny kass, shawn white

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
election

36. Who did you miss?
my family oxnard friends and lb friends and currently shane

37. Who was the best new person you met?
scott a kim, derek, roberto,
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
comedy is life and death and "to be kind, it may be the last revolutionary act" live life as the trickster

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1. Your last name?
--- if you know me then you know it

2. Last person who sent you a message?
--- charisse

3. Feeling today?
--- stomach achey

4. 3 things that you want to do today?
--- buy stuff
--- catch some air on ventura and vineyard
---cuddle

5. 3 things in this month's agenda?
--- for jan: start school
--- new years eve: make cookies with miriam and charisse
--- for jan: buy the thunderbirds movie

6. Any wishes?
---i wish people would stop being stupid

7. What did you do last week?
--- went to sf, and opened up presents

8. The song you are listening to right now?
--- beulah - what will you do when your suntan fades

9. Best thing that happened to you today?
--- bought a le tigre shirt

10. Last phone conversation?
--- my sis

11. Last person you chat with?
--- jon and chairsse

12. Last SMS you received?
--- shane

13. Current things on your table?
--- my phone

14. Last time you went out partying?
--- thursday before i wnet home

15. Your color of the day?
--- yellow and orange

16. What are you doing right now?
--- typing

17. Last thing you ate?
--- worlds finest chocolate

18. What are you thinking right now?
--- if i have enough money in my bank account

19. Are you bored?
--- meh

20. Best childhood memory?
---eating food at my parents parties

21. Last movie seen?
--- the life aquatic

22. Best looking actor/actresses??
--- jude law

23. Best voice?
---brandon flowers

24. Best romantic movie of all time?
---amilee

25. Best thriller movie of all time?
--- the grudge in japanese b/c that's the only one i saw

26. Best place to hang out?
--- guppy tea house!!
28. Best friend?
---my roomies

29. Best food?
--- anything
30. Last message to whoever reading this?
--- you have a lot of time on your hands

i'm kinda sick. it sucks when it feels like everyone is blaming me for their sickness. my mom called and sounded pissed and alex is blaimng me for his strep throat.

school is almost over and i registered for my classes. i got two so far and i waitlisted one and i have to get one more. if anything, it will be human sexuality. i have to go to ms sherell and ask if i can enroll in the flat patterns class. hopefully i can. it's just a little stressful. oh yeah all my finals are on one day, back to back.

through all of this i'm pretty ok. i didnt really do anything last night. we all just sat around the apartment. made cookies, smoothies, and i cooked dinner. veggie lasagna and teriyaki chicken. had some laughs. i think i want to cook dinner again tonight. i don't know. i don't have anything planned for tonight not till after 9 so i have to find things to keep me occupied.

mmm mahi mahi so good and very expensive. again this weekend i have stuffed myself to puking status. so so good. three cheers to binge eating. i ate a lot! so so good. i highly recommend the clam chowder at jimmy's fish grill in LB. but go during lunch it is like $20 for dinner but i guess it is worth it. thank you again shane <3

i love sushi! i ate so much on saturday and it spilled over to today. it was insane.i wanted to puke. i couldn't watch shane eat a pizza it was that bad. got a burger today with shane and i was really full. again! i've also come to realize that i'm a horseraddish fan! so tasty with fries. mmm arby's anways say hello to the las vegas roll.

i dominated that in one bite...kinda.

it was a good weekend even though i was oh so lonely for most of the time. thanks to penny for making my belly full of raw fish and rice. thanks to shane for the burger and the endless entertainment watching you eat a pizza <3, thanks to jon choy for the fries and thanks to derek for the arby's melt. <3 eveyone! so so good. i probably won't eat that good till thanksgiving. in the event i get a job i will repay you all.
one thing i noticed about arby's. old people love it. there wasn't a lot of old people but there were a considerable amount. i mean grandma ate there. but they have good buns. i just want the bread.

i am and accessory whore!

urban outfitters $1.99 in one point in life they were $18.99. i had a fashion moment in the store as well but i don't want to talk about it.

nothing much has been happening. i skipped my first class EVER in my college career. it's really sad. i feel really bad too. like what if i missed something important? i don't know. i went to go meet penny in the union today but she wasn't there. it's ok though, b/c i got in some studying. so today is pretty rad. the vandals are playing at the school for free so after my show that is where you will find me. hopefully there will be some free food there.

so me, anissa, and dana have been eating out at the dining hall and there are these bitches that hate up for no apparent reason. yeah stupid hoes! anyways, i have a turtle i named him the dude, he's one fine cooter and of you are nice you can touch it. (if you watch the daily show you'd know). i get to go home this weekend and see the family and get some food. i'm starving...not really but there are times i do wish.

i'm a very proud older sis. b/c my little brother passed the AP bio test he gets to eat at the top floor of the morgan stanley building. it's pretty fancy status.

i haven't had much due this week and it's been pretty cool. i got much needed sleep.

this post is dedicated to jesus aka "jose"

anyways, school has be going. it's fun but i'm really tired. i have 9:30am classes monday through thursday, and a lab on friday i need to study for the quizzes in that class b/c i totally failed the last quiz. i probably got like 2 points. so tomorrow, i study hardcore status before everyone comes.

and i see color!!
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nothing much has been happening. i saw jm a few days ago. totally made my day! he pops his collar up too so so cute! i think it might even be a ben sherman or a fred perry shirt. makes me melt. sunday didn't do much. i ate so much that i wanted to puke. just thinking about dinner and watching shane eat pizza made me want to puke it was that bad. i got the shockwave cd so happy! a little bothered by my lab teacher telling me i should smile more.

still cookoo for copepods.

shane tempting me with hisice cream and lactose. i had serioulsy a spoonful and i'm gasy. sucks. anyways.

so i just ate some ice cream and i know my stomach is going to hate me b/c i'm fucking asian!!!

watching the olympics always inspires me to get up and travel and leave the united states. i really like it here but it's nice to get up and see the world.
on a sadder note, i no longer have a duck. he was attacked by something a cat a bird whatever last night. my mom decided to hand him over to animal control and my guess is that he didn't make it past the night.
i miss him.

went to the x games on saturday with linda. it was way rad. saw surfing at huntington beach. saw dane reynolds and tim curren, gotta support boys from the 805. but seeing kelly slater was cool. p.s he's a lot shorter in real life. then went to ikea. but being in long beach for the limited time was cool. just lounging around playing my zelda game, visiting neigbors. i went to a show too. saw sick of it all, terror and champion. it was a good show. apparently donnybrook played but we got there late. then at the end there was a fight in the streets. today hung out with charisse and got the best gummy bears in the world. the kind in the gold package.

so you know you are so ahead of the curve when an old lady has almost the same necklace you are wearing. totally happened to me today. i was waiting to get a paper towel and i notice this old lady's necklace. it was exactly like mine except you can adjust mine and hers didn't. am i going thorough a little old lady phase? maybe.

blow out, how is it so addictive?

is it odd and strange that i enjoy hot chocolate cold. it tastes way better. i'm serious. i guess im'g just going crazy. in the midst of all this insanity, my hip hurts. real bad almost to the point where i cannot get up in the morning. it sucks a lot. people laugh and stare at my attempts to run. also when i run, my knees start to hurt. i deal with it. i'm becoming old i guess that is it.

i had the most vivid dream to date. i was at the apartment with dana and anissa and there were people over. most of them i didn't know, but in my dream they were all my friends. so we were all sitting around and out of the blue, madagascar cockroaches pop out of every corner and ants. ants all over the place. karry davis was in my dream too. i miss that girl. anyways, ants and cockroaches all over the place. there was a cockroach and spider wrestling match too. i had bets going on the spider. anissa was killing them left and right and dana ran out. i was about to start mopping the floor with the swiffer but then i woke up.

i can't believe i woke up when i was about to do the thing i enjoy the most, swiffering the floor. anyways. i think i had that dream b/c anissa was telling me how the kitchen was infested with ants yesterday.

i went to fabric well and scored on the brown vinyl and i found a swatch of fabric that looks like the purse i got but its blue. it's so rad, i'm gonna frame it.

i haven't been doing much. i made a tie and working on a wallet. i bought about a yard of brown vinyl and new needles for my machine. i'm super bored. i need a job real fast. i need money. i want to go on bike rides.

i love my puppy. he knows me so well.

haven't been doing much.

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i knew luke walton would go on to big things, since the beginning.

watching wildboyz. i don't know why but boys running around in banana costumes is funny.

guess who is going to see comeback kid and champion? yes yes. so excited.

my knee hurts so so bad.

i love eating to the point i want to puke.

i have to stay home for summer.

what am i going to do?
read
get a job
eat
sleep
drive around

hey bitches. back in oxnard. i love being a bum. anyways, i'm looking to gain some weight and start driving around and skating and going to the beach even with the limited time i have here. i'm so so bad i want a new pair of boardshorts. i shouldn't though. but i like them and they are super cute. i'm going to start babysitting again probably saturday nights some friday's i have nothing else better do to and i'm washing my future car today for like $5. i need money. i'm a poor bitch. i did get a new bra so if you catch me on a good day...

warriors, final fight on saturday. maybe? possibly? who knows i'll see.

since it is that time of the year it's time to go into the summer plans b/c really who wants to study for math? i sure as hell don't.

so memorial day hang out the with the ladies and be old. yay! i want to get some sewing done. i want to get a job too. i hope the dining hall calls me b/c i need the money.

summer plans:
eat food
watch tv
sleep
drive
read
get a job
pay rent
decorate my room
make shirts
sew an apron
make pj pants
go to san fransisco and visit the sister
warped tour(s)
swim
learn to skim board again

finals have been ok. i have one more final i have to worry about and then math and then it's back to oxnard.
thinking about having a dinner party at the sluttt hut. i don't know. jon has frozen shrimp...oh the possibliities. you know those appitizer zuchinni? i was going to make some b/c i had eggs but i didnt have flour or the bread crumbs. oh well. i'm so ready to cook for anyone who comes and stays. i'm also going to learn some stuff over summer.

i want to work at the closet in huntington beach on main but i'm not trendy/scene enough to work there..but i can be, but would i want to do that?

hey friends, it's the very last radio show for the semester. i know so sad. anyways, if you were super cool, you would call in. 562.985.2282. i have no idea what we are going to do but it should be fun.