i have these.

there have been two beautiful days in ventura county and to top that we have cleaner air than all other counties. but you can see the channel islands from my house. thanks to charisse i can knit. super excited.

stoney fan club.

what i got for xmas:

singer sewing machine
sewing machine carrying case
tommy jeans sweater
money
a book of bible verses
a venus shaver
candy
victoria secret lotion stuff
gingher scissors (small kind)

happy xmas everybody.

hope you enjoy the rain and such and i hope you get you what really really want.

cheetos!

♥ eizelle

so i have one more final at 8am on friday. i'm excited. it's gonna suck b/c everyone is leaving on friday and i'm leaving on saturday. i have a friday to do nothing. good times yeah. i guess it gives me time to pack on contemplate my days.

its been fun yeah in long beach? i had a good times this semester. my classes were good. i don't think i did too well in my sewing class. i got a c on my shirt and a b on my skirt. oh well. i think i did good on my final. i hope. that's really the only class i worry about but i really enjoyed that class. but i'll forget come friday. posc was super fun like whoa. ringel is awesome. the radio show was a cool experience. met some cool people this semester like justin who i might see this sunday and cheer on the csulb surf team and the whole seamster crew and then people in posc and then in english and the random characters in the dorms. good times. and yesterday topped the semester. serioulsy. good times.

i saw him again today and it seriously kills me. it hurts so much. i don't know why.
but i don't have any finals till thursday and i'm teaching my friend to crochet. me and anissa should start a class or something.
♥ sigh

♥
it kills me

i think i'm getting sick. i'm sad now.

so i'm waiting for the bus and these people are waiting there too. they were talking about something and then she says something about oxnard and stuff and the guy is like oxnard is cool. so i turn around. it's so random. i met another person from oxnard and went to ohs. super weird and i think the girl is in wendys sorority. small world.

anyways posc is a great class. so funny. good times

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today was super awesome so far.

the general xmas wish list: (not final)

digital camera
sewing machine
money
pants (but i am very picky)
shirts
a plain black hooded zip up preferably a cheap one
iron on embroidered letters
fuzzy iron on letters
plain child medium tshirts in varying colors
spray paint in varying colors
yarn
embroidery gingher scissors
dvs shoes
records
a belt
cds
longboard wheels
a skate tool
a bike

i'm just so bummed and frustrated i need a hug. you can be cool like charisse and dave and give me and online hug.

i hugged a light poll and my ball of yarn.

♥

from joel's livejournal:

random memory time! remember when me and eizelle were all freaky with annies vibrating stuffed animals. haha...good times.

totally remember that. it was so funny. good times indeed.

♥ sigh

i appreciate stoney.

Now, the making of a good compilation tape is a very subtle art. Many do's and don'ts. First of all you're using someone else's poetry to express how you feel. This is a delicate thing.

thanksgiving was great. i had a great time. now it's back to school, quizzes, essays, and finals. soon that will end and then it's the holidays. rocky and brian kenny are good. i saw my family and friends and it was great. ate more food than i do when i'm in lb, played hours of video games and watched a great movie and i went to church. good times indeed. ♥

001. name : eizelle
002. nicknames : carzy old lady
003. sex : female
004. birthday : april 6th 1984
005. age : 19
006. star sign : aries
007. place of birth : oxnard
008. current residence: long beach/oxnard
009. hair color : brown/black
010. eye color : brown
011. height : 5 feet 2 inches
012. writing hand : right hand
____BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
013. do you bite your nails : yes
014. can you roll your tongue : yes both ways
016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : no
017. can you blow smoke rings: nope
018. can you blow spit bubbles : yes!
019. can you cross your eyes: yup
020. colored hair: no
021. tattoos and where : no
022. piercing and where : ears
023. do you make your bed daily : i gave up on that
024. what goes on first bra or underwear : depends on my mood
025. which shoe goes on first : never paid attention to that
036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : yes
037. how much money is usually in your wallet? : on average $5
038. what jewelry do you wear daily : a watch
039. whats sexiest on a guy: eyes
040. whats sexiest on a girl : eyes
041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : on time there might be free shit
042. do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it : twirl
043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : none i dont eat breakfast my stomach needs to warm up
044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : utensils for pizza?
045. do you cook : yes.

____GROOMiNG
046. how often do you brush your teeth : twice a day
047. how often do you shower/bathe : normally once a day but i have time limits so i wont take a shower one day b/c it's too late
048. how long do these showers last : 5 minutes supposed to be but go for 10 minutes
049. hair drying method: towel/air if im in a hurry blow dry
050. do you paint your nails : when i don't bite them
051. do you swear : on occasion
052. do you mumble to yourself : yeah
053. do you spit in public : spit bubbles yes
054. do you pee in the shower : yes b/c i don't want to get out of the shower, dripping wet, to pee
055. the cd player : thicker than water soundtrack
056. person you talk most on the phone with : parents
057. what color is your bedroom : white.
058. do you use an alarm clock : yes but i dont hear it
059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with: candy corn
060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : no
061. ever sunbathed in the nude: no
062. window seat or aisle : i like looking out the window.
063. whats your sleeping position: back or side
064. what kind of bed do you like : nice soft big beds
065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : no. on occasion i take off articles of clothing
066. do you snore : no
067. do you sleepwalk : my mom says i do
068 do you talk in your sleep : yes
069. do you sleep with a stuffed animal : yes. its toto my stuffed dog
070. how about the light on : i love sleeping in the dark
071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : no but i can

____WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
072. had sex : never
073. were kissed or kissed someone : it's been a while
074. watched bambi : a long time ago
075. cried : when my i called my mom on monday
076. talked on the phone : yesterday
077. read a book : farienheit 451
078. punched someone : anissa when i saw a colorado plate

____MUSiC
079. is music important to you : yes
080. do you sing? : not very well
082. what do you think of Eminem : i don't. but his videos are funny the first time around
083. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about : reeve oliver.

i am so finished corcheting my scarf. i love it. i think i'm going to make another one. they have softer yarns in joanns so i might look into buying some in the near future. people are going to be crazy jealous.
my days have been good. i'm making new friends everyday and i'm trying to be clean. good hygene all the way. i haven't had much sleep but i will make up for it this weekend. i ♥ my scarf

this will make me laugh for days

Happy Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Anissa!
so yeah i just learned how to make things move like that. sweet.

funny stuff

saw something corporate. i still hold a place in my heart for them. yeah yeah. it was free

boom boom huck jam was the good. met lots of cool people. like brian sumner. he was standing in line at the mcdonalds.
made new friends this weekend. i think that's a new task for the weekends is to make new friends. making friends is fun.

<3 nicole for driving us to pick up the tickets in la, erik (my new best friend) for driving anissa and i to staples center and anissa's cousin for driving us back.

anissa's results:


Aurora


What Disney Girl Are You When You Are In Love?
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If I were a month I would be: june
If I were a day of the week I would be: friday
If I were a time of day I would be: 12pm
If I were a planet I would be: jupiter
If I were a sea animal I would be: crab or a jellyfish, or a manitee
If I were a direction I would be: west
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: bed
If I were a sin I would be: gluttny
If I were a historical figure I would be: james madison
If I were a liquid I would be: water
If I were a stone, I would be: on the beach
If I were a tree, I would be: oak
If I were a bird, I would be: flying
If I were a tool, I would be: saw
If I were a flower/plant,I would be: bird of paradise
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: humidity with patchy sunshine and a 30% chance of pm showers
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I would be:baby grand piano
If I were an animal, I would be: crab or a rhino
If I were a color, I would be: blue or silver
If I were an emotion, I would be: happy
If I were a vegetable, I would be: brocolli
If I were a sound, I would be: bam!
If I were an element, I would be: earth or wind
If I were a car, I would be: a mini cooper
If I were a song, I would be: kinky boots
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: spike jonze
If I were a book, I would be written by: cs lewis
If I were a food, I would be: spaghetti or pizza or lumipa
If I were a place, I would be: sydney australia
If I were a material, I would be: wool
If I were a taste, I would be: watermelon
If I were a scent, I would be: hula
If I were a religion, I would be: protestant
If I were a word, I would be: eclectic
If I were an object, I would be: watch
If I were a body part I would be: arm pits
If I were a facial expression I would be: happy
If I were a subject in school I would be: sewing class or margin doodling 128
If I were a cartoon character I would be: samurai jack
If I were a shape I would be a: oval
I were a number I would be: 199
If I were a comic strip character I would be: bug eyed earl

You are "Bowl of Oranges". You see life
to more than what most people do and you
genuinely care about people. You feel art and
music is the sure way of lifting your spirits.
You wish others could have appreciation like
you do, but, unfortunately, you are probably
the only one.


Which BRIGHT EYES song are you?
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again snaked from mieko's blog

ten dvd's you own:
01. Dogtown
02. Blue Crush
03. Tony Hawk tour 2001
04. Tony Hawk tour 2000
05. and soon tony hawk tour 2002
that's all i own.

last two movies you have seen in the theatres:
01. finding nemo
02. the real cancun

two recent movies you want to see:
01. lost in translation
02. pirates of the caribbean

three dvd's you need to buy:
01. complete family guy
02. Mallrats
03. complete season of clerks the cartoon

three bands/musicians you have seen in concert:
01. andrew w.k yeah you're so jealous
02. mooney suzuki
03. talib kweli

name all of the states you have been in:
california, new york, maryland

Top five places you'd like to live:
01. sydney
02. huntington beach
03. san clemente
04. tahiti
05. oxnard

top three dream jobs:
01. working for the coolest clothing company ever!
02. working for some cool clothing company
03. my own clothing line

five stores you could spend a million dollars at:
01. hss
02. whitesands
03. paul frank store
04. volcom store
05. bristol farms <3 groceries

i think im getting sick. dammit. so im on the water treatment and im about to take a half a motrin and pass out. tomorrow ill be taking some cold medicine and eating food my mom made for me to feel better
♥<3

♥parents

♥

i totally ment to save the quizzes as a draft to finish today but i guess i didn't. oh well.

i totally snaked these from mieko's journal. i'm bored =(

[ .001. ] Name: eizelle
[ .002. ] Gender: female
[ .003. ] Age: 19 years of age
[ .004. ] Birthday: 4/6/84
[ .005. ] Height: 5'2
[ .006. ] Hair color: black brown
[ .007. ] Eye color: brown
[ .008. ] Ethnicity: filipino
[ .009. ] Is your hair long or short: short
[ .010. ] Repping: sewing crew.
[ .011. ] Zodiac sign: aries
[ .012. ] How many languages do you know: one
[ .013. ] Nationality:american
[ .014. ] Piercings you have :2
[ .015. ] Piercings you want: tragus and maybe two more.
[ .016. ] Tattoos you have: zero
[ .017. ] Tattoos you want: i probably can't stand the pain so zero
[ .018. ] Today's date: 9/20/03
[ .019. ] The time: 12.22am

? S C H O O L ?
[ .020. ] Are you still in highschool: no
[ .021. ] Did you drop out: no
[ .022. ] Favorite grade: kindergarten
[ .023. ] Least favorite grade: highschool
[ .024. ] Favorite teacher: mrs. parker
[ .025. ] Least favorite teacher: mrs chavez she made me cry
[ .026. ] Favorite subject: chem, physics
[ .027. ] Least favorite subject: mathematics
[ .028. ] Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: bag lunch all the way
[ .029. ] Play any sports on the school's team: swim
[ .030. ] Are/were you popular: popular is relative
[ .031. ] Most humiliating moment: i don't know

? F A V O R I T E ?
[ .032. ] Number: 199
[ .033. ] Clothing brand: anything that looks good.
[ .034. ] Shoes: my vans
[ .035. ] Saying: "that's so disney"
[ .036. ] Tv show: simpsons, family guy, conan o brien
[ .037. ] Sport: swimming, skating
[ .038. ] Vegetables: brocolii, tomotoes, potatoes, carrots, beans...i love them all.
[ .039. ] Fruit: strawberries, watermelon
[ .040. ] Movie: ghost world
[ .041. ] Magazine: rolling stone, spin, ap, ready made, scratch.
[ .042. ] Candy: anything gummy but not the sour gummy kind
[ .043. ] Gum: extra polar ice
[ .044. ] Scent: watermelons
[ .045. ] Ice cream flavor: rasberry or rainbow sherbet
[ .046. ] Color: brown
[ .047. ] Season: summer
[ .048. ] Holiday: talk like a pirate day
[ .049. ] Type of music: the usual
[ .050. ] Thing in your room: right now my computer and my pictures on my mirror.
[ .051. ] Place to be: the ocean, huntington beach, home.
[ .052. ] Radio station: kbeach.org
[ .053. ] Tv channel: food network
[ .054. ] Junk food: flaming hot cheetos
[ .055. ] Overall food: pansit or spaghetti
[ .056. ] Shoe brand: vans, es, etnies
[ .057. ] Fast food: in and out
[ .058. ] Restaurant: el cilantro or pepe's on the strand.
[ .059. ] Shape: stars
[ .060. ] Time of day: afternoon
[ .061. ] Country: australia
[ .062. ] State: CA
[ .063. ] Boys name: brian, jordan, napoleon, rick, oliver, shaun, mickey
[ .064. ] Girls name: lilly, eidelyn
[ .065. ] Mall: anthing in orange county
[ .066. ] Car: mini's
[ .067. ] Word: eclectic
[ .068. ] Month: december
[ .069. ] Disney character: those crabs in finding nemo or sebastian.
[ .070. ] Scary movie: texas chainsaw massacre.

T H I S OR T H A T ?
[ .071. ] Rock or rap: rocks
[ .072. ] Rock or pop: depends on what kind of pop but i guess rock.
[ .073. ] Rock or r&b: rocks
[ .074. ] Rap or pop: gangsa rap
[ .075. ] Rap or r&b: rap
[ .076. ] Rap or metal: metal
[ .077. ] Pop or r&b: pop
[ .078. ] Pop or metal: metall
[ .079. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .080. ] Selena or J.lo: thats funny b.c j lo played selena
[ .081. ] Hot or cold: hot
[ .082. ] Winter or summer: summer
[ .083. ] Spring or fall: spring
[ .084. ] Shakira or Britney: christina
[ .085. ] MTV or VH1: mtvh1
[ .086. ] Football or basketball: basketball
[ .087. ] Skiing or snowboarding: snowskating
[ .088. ] Rollarblading or skateboarding: longboarding
[ .089. ] Black or white: black
[ .090. ] Orange or red: red
[ .091. ] Yellow or green: green
[ .092. ] purple or pink: pink
[ .093. ] Inside or outside: outside
[ .094. ] Weed or alcohol: none
[ .095. ] Cell phone or pager: cell
[ .096. ] Powerpuff Girls or Charlies Angels: powerpuff can kick charlies angel's ass
[ .097. ] Scooby doo or dino: scooby
[ .098. ] Tattoos or piercinqs: piercing
[ .099. ] Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
[ .100. ] Flowers or candy: flowers
[ .101. ] Tall or short: tall

? H A V E / W O U L D Y O U E V E R . . ?
[ .102. ] Pictured your crush naked?: haha yes
[ .103. ] Actually seen your crush naked: no
[ .104. ] Been in love: yes
[ .105. ] Cried when someone died: YES
[ .106. ] Drank alcohol: nope
[ .107. ] Lied:i just did
[ .108. ] Eat shit for $1,000,000: yeah i need money
[ .109. ] Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[ .110. ] Lie to the police: yup
[ .111. ] Run from the police:no
[ .112. ] Lie to your parents: yup
[ .113. ] Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: you just gave me an idea
[ .114. ] Walk out of a restaurant without paying: went through the drive through and never paid.
[ .115. ] Flashed someone: yup does mooning count?
[ .116. ] Told the person you liked how you felt: no im shy...
[ .117. ] Gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .118. ] Stolen anything: yes
[ .119. ] Wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: no b/c i have nothing else to do.
[ .120. ] Kicked someone's ass: i always said i would but never got around to it.
[ .121. ] Broke a beer bottle: sure
[ .122. ] Gotten into a bar, under-aged: no
[ .123. ] Kissed someone of the same sex: friendly kiss
[ .124. ] Gone on a road trip: with family
[ .125. ] Gone on vacation without adult supervision: no
[ .126. ] Been to a concert: yes
[ .127. ] Been to another country: no
[ .128. ] Talked back to an adult: yes
[ .129. ] Got pulled over:no
[ .130. ] Got in a car accident: no
[ .131. ] Broke a law: yes
[ .132. ] Given money to a homeless person: yes
[ .134. ] Tried to kill yourself: no
[ .135. ] Cried to get out of trouble: yup
[ .136. ] Kissed a friend's brother or sister:no
[ .137. ] Kissed a brother or sister's friend: no
[ .138. ] Dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone else eat it? i'm usually the one eating the thing that fell on the ground

? P R I V A T E ?
[ .139. ] Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no
[ .140. ] Do you have a crush: on everyone.
[ .141. ] Do you love anyone right now: no
[ .142. ] Have you ever been in love: i fall in love everyday
[ .143. ] How many people have you kissed: have to think about that one
[ .144. ] Who was your first kiss: again have to think about that
[ .145. ] How many hearts have you broken: none
[ .146. ] How many people broke your heart: one
[ .147. ] Best quote to sum up love: it's like love, man
[ .148. ] So what is your bf/gf/crush like: there are more than one.
[ .149. ] Do you have a picture of him/her: no
[ .150. ] Please post it if you do: no
[ .151. ] Do you have a picture of yourself: yes
[ .152. ] Please post it if you do: yes a link on the side of this journal
[ .153. ] Do you go by looks or personality: both
[ .154. ] Ever kiss a friend: like friendly
[ .155. ] Are you still friends: yes
[ .156. ] So moving along..do you smoke: No
[ .157. ] Do you smoke weed: no
[ .158. ] Crack, heroin, anything else: no
[ .159. ] Beer good or beer bad: depends
[ .160. ] Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: the 80's called they want their drink back
[ .161. ] Do you like smirnoff ice: no
[ .162. ] Prefer beer or liquor: sodas
[ .163. ] What kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none
[ .164. ] Are you a virgin: yes
[ .165. ] If no, when was the last time you got some: let me see that one time in the back of the...oh it says if no
[ .166. ] Best friend: jordan
[ .167. ] Known longest: cynthia kim
[168. ] Wish you talked to more: people
[ .169. ] Wish you saw more: everyone
[ .170. ] How many friends do you think you have: psssh i dont know
[ .171. ] Who drives you insane after a while: my betta fish
[ .172. ] Who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: family
[ .173. ] Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no
[ .174. ] Craziest:
[ .175. ] Loudest:
[ .176. ] Shyest:
[ .177. ] Best hair:
[ .178. ] Can always make you laugh:
[ .179. ] Best eyes:
[ .180. ] Best body:
[ .181. ] Most athletic:
[ .182. ] Most impatient:
[ .183. ] Shortest:
[ .184. ] Tallest:
[ .185. ] Talented:
[ .186. ] Best singer:
[ .187. ] Skinniest:
[ .188. ] Nicest:
[ .189. ] Best personality:
[ .190. ] Biggest drug user:
[ .191. ] Makes you laugh the most:
[ .192. ] Makes you smile:
[ .193. ] Gives you a funny feeling when you see them:
[ .194. ] Easier to talk to:

? Y E S O R N O ?
[ .195. ] Are you a vegetarian: no
[ .196. ] Do you like cows: they are good friends of mine
[ .197. ] Are you a bitch: i guess not
[ .198. ] Are you artistic: nope im crafty
[ .199. ] Do you write poetry: no

200. Are you a fast runner: im a swimmer not a runner i have weak knees.
[ .201. ] Can you ski: nope
[ .202. ] Are you british:i wish
[ .203. ] Are you straight: yes
[ .204. ] Are you insane: eventually i will
.205. ] Are you fat: i dont think so
[ .206. ] Are you short: yup
[ .207. ] Are you tall: yes
[ .208. ] Do you own a hot pink shirt: its pink but not hot pink
[ .209. ] How about orange pants?:no
[ .210. ] Are you evil: Yeah, I would say I am
[ .211. ] Is Britney a whore: No, just loose moraled!!
[ .212. ] Am I annoying you: i dont know you
[ .213. ] Are you secretly from another planet: no...how do you know?
[ .214. ] Did you ever touch someone else's private parts: hehe

? W H A T D I D Y O U D O ?
[ .215. ] Last birthday: did an essay
[ .216. ] Yesterday: sewed, went to posc
[ .217. ] Last weekend: partied hard
[ .218. ] Christmas: opened gifts
[ .219. ] Thanksgiving: ate food and watched tv
[ .220. ] New year's: watched tv
[ .221. ] Halloween: got candy
[ .222. ] Easter: read the newspaper
[ .223. ] Valentine's day: cried...j/k

? T H E L A S T . . ?
[ .224. ] Thing you ate: spaghetti
[ .225. ] Thing you drank: h2o
[ .226. ] Thing you wore: pants
[ .227. ] Place you went: kbeach meeting
[ .228. ] Thing you got pierced/tattooed: Ears
[ .229. ] Person you saw: grandma
[ .230. ] Person you kissed: the ground
[ .231. ] Person you fucked: let me see...
[ .232. ] Person you talked to: little bro
[ .233. ] Song you heard: message in a bottle
[ .234. ] Person you hugged: my mommy
[ .235. ] Person you instant messaged: little bro
[ .236. ] Person you laughed with: lexi

PAST
-first grade teacher's name: mrs gordon.
-last word you said: yarr.
-last song you sang: nothing better- postal service.
-last thing you laughed at: the tv.
-last time you cried: like three weeks ago when jordan passed.

.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: postal service - give up
-what color socks are you wearing: no socks
-what's under your bed: a tray of potporri and two pillows
-what time did you wake up today: 6:00am

.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: i want to be an apparel merrchandiser
-where are you going to live: either huntington beach, costa mesa, san clemente, or carlsbad.
-how many kids do you want: one
-what kind of car will you drive: a mini cooper or a ford ranger.

.CURRENT.
-current hair: short and black
-current clothes: the whale pants, fremont t shirt you know you want the whales.
-current jewelry: earrings
-current annoyance: my housemate
-current smell: pineapples
-current longing: to go to the ocean
-current desktop picture: danny fuller surfing
-current favorite music artist: postal service
-current book: farienheit 451
-current worry: my essay due on thurday
-current hate: waking up early
-story behind your username: krustykrab- from spongebob 199-travis pastrana's riding number.
-current favorite article of clothing: brown and pink poka dot button up.
-favorite physical feature on a girl/boy?: eyes and shoes.
-one person you wish was here right now: jordan
-i am happiest when: i am with good friends
-i feel lonely when: i'm alone
-favorite author(s): don't read much, cs lewis
-do you think too much: all the time
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: sydney australia
-famous person you have met: rick thorne and madonna thorne steve caballero, i saw arnold terminator at my school and i saw kelly slater.
-do you have any regrets: yup
-sex or love: love
-favorite coffee: at the current moment is a vanilla kaluha creme. so so good.
-favorite smell: roses, watermellon
-what makes you mad: buying food from one grocery store and then going to another to find that same item cheaper
-favorite way to waste time: go on line, read.
-what is your best quality: my arthritc knees
-are in currently in love/lust: with my longboard. if i could i would make mad sex to him.

yarrrrr me want this board!

100% posi. good job.


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charice wherever you are i made you probably the best mixed cd ever. sorry it's taking so long to get to you.

had a very random weekend.

went to a PAC social (Philipino American Association) then played softball, went to a party. that party got broken up by the police, then went to some house and hung out.

have to do some ironing and then reading today.

guess who went to sleep early? i did. at 10:45. that's early.

if you give a girl some popcorn she's going to want some water.

it's hot again.

so i might volunteer for ASI, I might be a dj for kbeach, and i might join intertube water polo.

knowing me i probably won't do any one of those things. meh.

recycle or die is the school recycling slogan. how fucking rad is that? they even have shirts.

i am happy. it puts butterflies in my stomach...but it could also be the fact that i'm super hungry. i sacraficed my breakfast for a twenty minute nap in the morining. now i'm eating tuna. then i'm going to jo ann fabrics to get some more material.

it was interesting. in the morning i went to the fabric store with a classmate. he was nice enough to give me a ride. i got interfacing. i'm very jealous of his fabric b/c he found raiders fabric in the bargain bin. that's so rad. i didn't get my stuff b/c i need money first. i went back home then tok a nice nap and then went back to poli sci. it's killer. i have a paper due on the 25th of september. sucks.. i have to get started on that thing too. bah! i just remembered that my intro to apparel production prof reminds me of phoebe from friends.

remember in rugrats when chuckie lost melville his pet sow bug? its like that.

it hurts so much. its just a goldfish. right...no it was somthing more. the fact that i kept him alive for so long. i got attached.

RIP Jordan Earl Esquire III 6:13pm
April 27, 2003-September 2, 2003.


that is so hard to say but it's true. i changed his water and then when i get back from classhes upside down swimming. he was breathing and wiggling. so i call my dad. then i started crying. it's a goldfish and they can't give you teh affection like a dog but jordan was mine. he outlived his friends from the carnival. he lived through a stressful car ride back to oxnard.

for a while it was just me and jordan. he watched movies with me, and follow my finger. he told me when he was hungry. he was happpy almost all of the time. he was happiest when i gave him a bigger home and at feeding time. if i sat and watched him he would swim right in front of me. i miss him. he was a great goldfish.i don't know if any goldfish can love up to jordan.

i was not ready for him to go. i blam it all on myself because i changed his water. i was supposed to change the filter on the britta but i didn't. it was all my fault.

i haven't flushed hom down yet. i want to give him a proper burial, but i'm not in oxnard but long beach is his real home. i miss him so much. it's so lonely in my room and with jordan it seemed as if i wasn't. evertytime i look at his bowl empty it make me cry. i so used to him swimming around and making splashes. i had a plan for me and jordan to go on pet star and meet mario lopez. jordan was going to jump through a hoop and into another bowl. but now we can't. when i turn on winapm the song heaven by moonpools and caterpillars played.

i'm going to go now and flush him down the toilet because jordan belongs in the water. i loved him so much.

i hurt.

my heart almost dropped i saw jordan staring at me through the bowl and it looked like he stopped breathing. i'm still very shaken. so i poked him with an insharpened pencil. he's swimming now.

school starts tomorrow.

i moved in today.

watched about 7 hours of saved by the bell straight.

good times indeed.

school starts in a week. it's kinda sad. i like it at home. it's a stress free environment. but in a way i'm kinda excited to go.

i got a new friend. it's a betta fish i named him rocky rose the IX. he's always pissed at jordan earl but i guess that's his nature.

this summer kinda wasn't good heapth wise. in the beginning i had some type of food poisoning or stomach bug and a random act of strep throat.

Strep throat is more common during the colder months when people are inside together for longer periods of time and infections can be passed from person to person more easily.

The more cases of strep throat in the community, the more chances a person has of being exposed to a strep infection. This increases the chances that a sore throat is caused by strep infection
as told by webmd.com

funny b/c i don't know anyone who had strep and i was basicaly inside all week. oh well.

i want to get these bed sheets at target. they are jersey knit and they fell super nice. jersey knit is basically the 100% cotton that goes into making your tshirts therefore they are super comfy. i found my sisters betta fish thing so i guess ill be getting a betta fish soon.
<3 199!

i slept so much today. not so good times. i have nothing really happening so i guess ill end it at that.

so i didnt do too well on that math test but i still have a good grade in the class. whatever. i missed somthing like 26. thats about half. so i was bummed afterwards then i had tge drive to do better in the next test. i want to go and swim and stuff soon like maybe thursday after another test. i skate around and stuff work on style and stuff.blah blah i turned a tshirt into pj pants. its amazingly comfy i love them. i think i need a haircut but i dont really want to pay for one so i guess ill see how my hair looks all grown out. if i dont feel it then ill cut it myself. yes i want to learn to cut my own hair. but knowing me ill probably be a pussy and have someone else do it. i might save up for a new board or something. i have money from babysitting and nowhere to invest. so im thinking about opening up a savings account.
my neck has been killing me.

so you know how super happy i was when i got napoleon? well i think he might be dying. im super bummed. on top of that i didnt do too well on a math test. so im very unhappy. jordan is doing well. i have to go and find the proper burial place. the placce will most likely be in the front yard. the dog and the duck wont get to it.

class was pretty amusing today. im so glad whitney is in my class. it was amusing b/c the people ask a lot of questions. the bus ride was fun. i sat next to someone i knew and to top that the bus driver was super rad. apparenty he used to be a school bus driver. he was called the "scientist." hes super social and would broadcast his conversations over the bus pa system. also during the stops he would make funny comments about the stops. i was laughing.
this year i decided to not go to the con this year in san diego. i dont know why but im not going. oh well

<3 my sister is coming home tomorrow

whats been happening. warped was alright. good times with friends for sure. i got a crab on sunday and then he died. R.I.P charlton duke august. hello napoleon augustus cousteau. hes cool. i got new gravel for the floor of the tank. it looks super rad. jordan is stil alive and swimming. school is alright.

math suck too many numbers it pisses me off. grr...im not going to class tomorrow or i am but im leaving early to go warped. good times. i wanted to share these good times with my "twin" but he cant go. super bummed.

today i babaysat. thats pretty much my income. i get a good $20 for the day i babysit. some days i get more depeding on the hours. anyways it was easy i watched the power rangers. good stuff...not really.

wha? this is new. eizelle confused. anyways i guess thats a sign of me not writing in this thing forever. at the current moment im watching the sound of music. its a great movie. my sister has the record im very jealous. the week has been great. yesterday i went to the pool with charice. i knew like half the lifeguards. today i went to the beach with charice and linda. good times skipping rocks and such. im kinda lightly toasted especially my face.
i got some new cds and a new dvd. dogtown and z boys is awesome. i dont know why i didnt get it a long time ago i guess b/c of the lack of funds. meh.

yes i want this. it's the same exact size as the one i have now and i love that set up with the exception of the wheels. i would get better wheels. there is also a robert august one that is sweet.

i feel like shit. i think i have the stomach flu and its not cool at all. i feel like i want to vomit i might have a fever and i do have a bad sinus. yeah not feeling 100% more like 45%.

i got my four fillings in today and i think i have two more to go. yeah thats what i get for having a sweet tooth. tomorrow is graduation and i dont know if im going to go. but jesse is having a party so i'll go to that.
dude police academy 4 is on and its in spanish. excellent!
anyways im currently writing a song with the cool keyboard we won from vegas. then my brother will play guitar and i have mario paint and you can make cool music with that too. im going to record it with this fisher price tape recorder that my sisters played with when they were kids. oh yeah the song is for my answering machine.

my teeth feel nice and clean. umm...i registered for class and got lost in vc. that was pretty funny. todday i woke up early again to see the dentist. its was cool i have to get a shit load of fillings though. meh. then i walked with my dog and my mom. i looks like it might clear up hopefully.

<3 199

This chick's rockin' your bro on the dance floor...
But she's towing an anchor
A Junior investment banker
Who's talking bout herself and not much more...
Ohhh...
So buy her a beer
That's the reason you're here
Mighty Wingman
You're taking one
For the team
So your buddy can live the dream...
Wingmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan...

that commerical is fucking hilarious.

the only real news is that jordan was trying to commit suicide today. i was so upset. i guess i underfeed hin so i guess from now on ill be giving him more to eat.

notyhing realy special is going on. i have to register next week at VC. good times. school again but hey its getting things done. on sunday i babysit from 10am to 7pm. all day thing. that's going to be insane.

i skated around today thats pretty much it. i also babysat. next sunday i have a big babysitting day. 10am to 7pm. oh man thats all day! oh well what ever pays the bills. i moved jordan's home to a bigger bowl and i think he likes it. he hangs out around the bottom but then he swims around. good times. i dont know but i pretty bored.

so what have i been up too. well a big fat nothing. home is home. i feel comfortable eating three meals a day plus snacks. not paying for things like chapstick and getting to watch all the tv i can is great. not really b/c i need to feel productive. anyways thats about it mabybe going to charity basketball game tomorrow. well see.

so i got back from vegas and i got some pictures. pretty cool i guess.

click for pictures

and i added some pictures from long beach and of jordan.
im super surised that jordan survived the trip from long beach to oxnard. the water was tossed all over the place. he seems to be cool.

ill type up my vegas adventures tomorrow or whatever

jordan is the awesomest!

it was so funny. yesterday i was watching blue crush. i look over at jordan and it looked like he was watching too. it was so funny. when the movie ended he started swimming. i was like aww jordan likes the blue crush.
im too attached to him. hes just a goldfish too and its not the fancy kind. i dont know how hes going to like the traveling tomorrow. well see.
long beach is a cool place. the beginning of the semester was kinda scary but i got used to it. i like it here.

items eizelle wants to buy by the end of summer:
a scarf for the harsh summer.
new pair of vans preferably in blue and green or the kvel knievel inspired shoes if they are still available.
new two piece b/c the one i have is haggard.
new wheels for my longboard.
a skate tool b/c i said i was always going to buy one and never did.
a digital camera b/c i dont want to hog my brothers.
a cheap las vegas visor and tshirt.

hopefully babysitting will cover some of the cost.

goodtimes with eizelle

its really cool be sure to click on the pictures. enjoy!

its sad that the lakers lost but the anahiem mighty ducks are going to the stanley cup finals! super happy for them i would have been a lot happier if it was the kings but the ducks come close.

let it all go

i ate at the dining hall with anissa today. nothing special. i had a pita with some spanish rice. good times. i was kind pissed b/c i got my ass out of bed at 640 to make an 8am class and we only stayed in there for a good ten minutes before we were dismissed. ahhh...i could have emailed the essay that josh probably isnt going to read. seriously like hes too lazy to shave in the mornings so why whould he sit down to read say 50 essays. grr...i changed the scenery though, i sat in the food court area in the union and watched some music videos. its a good place to so some people watching.
i walked outside to see the lunar eclipse. it was beautiful.
lakers lost. its sad. they tried but it is not their time. i know jason is going to be mad and veronica is going to be happy. good thing b/c now i dont have to watch the rest of the playoffs anymore. i can channel my energy to the mighy ducks and the dodgers. the ducks are owning it right now. i wish it was the kings though but again im a duck supporter and a king fan. haha its funny i just thought of the movie mighty ducks. great movie.

today was eh...did a lot of walking and such. b.c the fcs was closed and i had to get a change of major form and then tak to the veterans people. i didnt have time to watch the price is right. math was actually tolerable for once. i need a sold 34% in the final to pass the class. this is a test that is 200pts so im in good hands. woo! i should start selling my books back tomorrow before a line starts to form.tomorrow is anthro and comm. i wrote a crappy personal essay. i hate talking about myself. most of it isnt true i just needed something to fill the paper.

i think annisa can vouch for me when i say im a big idiot around cute boys...

this post is dedicated to ethan rex RIP

yeah ethan rex is anissas fish. he died today. i feel sad. he was a cool fish. like he would go up to the glass when she put herr finger there and when he was hungry he let her know buy going to the top. he was a good fish. RIP ethan.

it was funny b/c o was walking to the droms with annisa and seriously we almost got hit by like three cars. its the schools fault. they started construction on a parking lot during a school day. she said they they started towing cars in the morning. what im saying is that they just wanted to tow cars. the days seem longer. its werid but thats the way it feels for me. i guess b.c i wake up so early. oh well. finals soon and then i get to go home. i saved myself a journey to ralphs to get juice. my landlady gave me hers. its a small can but it gives me something to drink till tommorw. i was extremely hungry today i had chicken tenders and then that was it. when i got home i didnt eat much there b.c all i had cooked was some sweet sour noodles that was leftover from sunday. it wasnt a lot b/c im hungry now and i want something to drink. i have a can of pinapples but if i open it i dont have anywhere to store it. i do have a bowl... ahh i want something but i dont know what.

Punk is one's ability to think and act on their own. Punk is one's ability to act against social maltreatment and social mundanuity. Pop-punk/poseur is when your clothes are harder than you.
Why do I even try...all the "punks" still thinks im a posuer because of how I dress anyway....
fuck them

thems fighting words from my brother. he like what 14? geeze. today was cool. met talieb kaweli, got free stuff. got a b on a bullshit paper and i registered for classes. good times. this is basically the last week of instruction before finals. woo! finals boo! yeah i think im going to do well over all.i have to finish my personal essay that i dont understand b/c i have to site someone elses work in a personal essay. its madness i say madness. ill get to work on that tomorrow. then i have to make a study guide for anthro and us history and then start highlighting for communications. ahh to much to think about. i just want it all to end.

last cigarette: cant say ive actually tried one.
>last car ride: with annisa, wendy, brian, and veronica back to long beach
>last kiss: a long time ago.
>last good cry: cant remember when.
>last library book checked out: some communications book.
>last movie seen: i dont think it counts as a movie but tony hawk big gigantic skate tour 2000.
>last book read: a long bitter trail.
>last cuss word uttered: fuck i cant remember.
>last beverage drank: the light syrup from the can of manderin oranges.
>last food consumed: a salad
>last crush: nice question...
>last phone call: mom
>last tv show watched: that ginger cartoon on nick.
>last time showered: like at 630.
>last shoes worn: my cool vans.
>last cd played: count the stars
>last item bought: a bag of skittles
>last downloaded: i think it was the bright eyes video.
>last annoyance: my teeth
>last disappointment: my essay
>last soda drank: snapple i dont know if that one counts.
>last thing written: my tentative schedule for next semester.
>last key used: .
>last word spoken: oh wow.
>last sleep: last night.
>last im: my brother telling me that we are staying at the stardust in vegas.
>last sexual fantasy: what like the back of a volkswagon?
>last weird encounter: saying hi to that guy in the hall in the dorms.
>last ice cream eaten: some ice cream bar from the dining hall.
>last time amused: using the flat iron in annisas room.
>last time in love: a few hours ago when i saw jordan.
>last time hugged: its been a while probably when i left.
>last time scolded: my landlady thought i was moving out but i wasnt.
>last time resentful: i dont know.
>last chair sat in: the one that my ass is resting on.
>last lipstick used: dr pepper lip gloss.
>last underwear worn: pink with a bow.
>last bra worn: the one i have one right now.
>last shirt worn: the one i have one now.
>last time dancing: last night in front of the car.
>last poster looked at: the one cool one in my room.
>last show attended: the mooney suzuki.
>last webpage visited: mycsulb.edu
>1 MINUTE AGO: I was picking my nose.
>1 HOUR AGO: i was eating a salad.
>1 DAY AGO: i was playing softball.
>1 WEEK AGO: i was picking my nose.
>1 YEAR AGO: i was at school.
>I HURT: when i fall.
>I LOVE: my family, my friends, yoils, my duck, jordan.
>I HATE: cake.
>I FEAR: cake.
>I HOPE: to awesome.
>I FEEL: grreat, hopeful, healthy.
>I HIDE: my feelings.
>I DRIVE: my imaginary car.
>I MISS: driving, eating, everyone!
>I LEARNED: that
>I NEED: $MONEY$ and a $job$
>I THINK: i need
>-current clothes:pjs.
>-current mood: cool.
>-current music: rilo kiley.
>-current taste: the salad and oranges.
>-current hair: long?
>-current annoyance: the cats outside.
>-current smell: chicken.
>-current thing i should be doing: a study guide for anthro.
>-current desktop picture: tony hawk, jason ellis, robert earl, and shawn white in a ski lift.
>-current refreshment: water.
>-current worry: finals!
>---Body---
>-1. What do you most like about your body?: my skin, lips.
>-2. And least?: my back.
>-3. How many fillings do you have?: a lot. i have a super sweet tooth.
>-4. Do you think you're good looking?: its relative.
>-5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: no =(
>-6. Do you look like any celebrities?: last i checked there arent any short brown asian girls in the industry. i could be wrong.

you're the apple of my eye...
yes you....

SLIDESHOW


its pretty fun making slideshows. the only thing that i wish i could do is show the real one that i made with all time quarterback in the background and there were more pictures. oh well. this will do for the time being. hope you guys like it.

my day way just fine. have i mentioned how much i hate numbers. they are evil! im not really eating well. ive had pasta almost everyyday this week. you ask me why? i say b/c thats all i have left. yeah its bad. i have no more meats of the sort except for sandwich meat. i have eggs though but i was saving those for throwing but given the circumstance im not going to throw them. i need something to add to ramen. i ran out of cheese today too. very upset. cheese is expensive. im not talking the presliced american cheese, im talking the brick kind medium chedder that you have to cut yourself. those ones are always good. as long as i have jelly and peanut butter ill be fine.
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Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Very Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

i wish you knew

a new housemate in the future? i dont know but there was a perspective student here today. jordans good and swimming around and eating behind my back. i changed the background in his fish box and he freaked out. so i put the figurefour flyer back and hes back to normal. the meeting new people thing is going well i guess. i got a well mastered demo cd from a band called .district. apparently the bassest sits in front of me in comm. im trying to read but its not working. ill try later. stupid homework.
its sucks i want my wisdom teeth out now! i cant really enjoy my food but lunch was good. ate with annisa in the dining hall. if i could only remember the name of that song that made us laugh. it was a long song to be about captains.i want some hot coca but its late thats my food. i think im going to go and make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. i only had soup for dinner and it didnt taste too good.

I'm short of breath and over dressed

today was just eh. sat around school and stuff. i really hate my math class. we had a take home quiz and i did it all yesterday. i go go turn it in and then i realize that i have my notes and not the quiz. so i ask the TA's if i can have time to do it. so i try and people are asking for my help and such i finished it but then i get home and i look and i find the quiz. i was so pissed. grr...there was a girl in that class that was wearing a ladytron shirt and i was like "hey thats a cool shirt" and she like yeah thanks and then i say somethign about the postal service playing today and like she was like yeah i know! so that was cool now we talk. its cool. making friends is fun. i should try to at least say hi to a new person everyday till the end of the school year. its going to be hard but i think im going to try....
i need my wisdom teeth out. they are tearing up the back of my cheek. i chew my food and im chewing part of my cheek at the same time. its insane. i need to tell my mom i need them out NOW! and i need juice im rationing now. h20 till the end i guess.

maybe I'm the still light behind your eyes

yesterday i did laundry at the dorms with annisa. good times claiming machines and driers. seriously it beats going to circle center. it was thanksgiving at the dining hall and i got weirded out by some guys there. oh well...then itook the bus at night which is very scary. i do no reccommend it at all at least not alone and with bag of clothes.
today was stay at home and do stuff. i didnt do much i realized that i have some kind of addiction to caffeine. i dont think its good to be drinking coffee and eating chocolate covered espresso beans at the same time. it got rid of my headache. that was a good thing i guess. im running out of food. all i have left is packaged food and shrimp. im trying to come up with ways to change up the menu but i have no ideas. it sucks not having food. yeah i could just go to the store but i have no money. so i have to come up with different ways to cook rice and waffles. all hell will break loose when i run out of coffee. fuck that reminds me, i need to buy frozen juice.

man ok i think my fish is a lot more active when im not here. i thought he was never going to eat but no when i came back all his food was gone and i fed him again and look when i turn my back he grabs food. geeze.

fuck you jordan

sorry so hostile but jordan, my fish is pissing me off. hes not eating and hes just hiding behind the plant. grr pissing me off i dont want him to die. i didtn do much yesterday. it was raining

remember all the things we kept inside and we dont know why

i feel like a bad parent. today i have classes from 8am to 445 so i dont usually get home till 530ish so im gone the whole day, i totally forgot to feed my fish. went i go home i fed him and he was attacking the food. im felt bad the whole day. i was supposed to give a presentation but no josh decided to stop and there are like six more people so i guess ill go next week then. anyways there were some note worthy ones. like this one girl did her on flirting and she was trying out some tips and sure enough she has a date. this other guy did his on music. it was great b.c he said the lyrics to so fresh and so clean and he said something about hygene and how its important so that kinda made me giggle. anyways then i met annisa for lunch at the dining hall. i had a gardenburger and some pasta and a coffee. stupid smoothie machine was broken. anyways, then annisa went to class so i checked out this communication navigation thing and kroq was there and i got a keychain. good stuff the guys working the booth were super cute too.

and i shook the honey glaze from my head

i love my mom. she called me to remind me that its free scoop day at 31 flavors. thats great. she wants me to go home this weekend and babysit for the family i babysit for.its an overnight thing and they requested me. the thing is that i dont have a way home. boo. so i dont know. im hopefully its weird b/c i talk to everyone else and i dont feel homesick but when i talk to my mom i feel like im missing something...i have jordan and he keeps me company when it gets lonely. he looks at me funny and its cool b/c hes actually going up for fish food instead of me poking it to make it float down. hes so cool. im suprised hes lived this long. tomorrow i give my informational speech and its going to be may. 23 more days to go. who ha! i have academic advising on friday. thats cutting into my nap time. oh well. after my presentation the next big thing is finals. my housemate moved out. it was kinda shitty too b/c she left without two weeks notice and she wanted her deposit back. i dont think your entitled to it if you dont give at leat 2 weeks notice. but no she got it back much to the dismay of my landlady. as soon as she got it posted up we had a girl come to look at the room and some boy call. so hopefully ill get some cool house mates. then i can make a psudo real world. this is the story...
yeah it was kinda exciting i really want to get new house mates. i have to register soon and i havent really thought about the classes i i want. ill think about that later. now i think about sleep and what im going to eat for lunch tomorrow..oh and that presentation.

Make a liar out of me and work your magic

its sad im singing to my fish. i want him to live. i dont think singing to him will help.
fisherspooner is awesome. i heard his song a while ago and i thought it was cool then but then i saw him on jimmy kimmel oi so fun.he had dancers and he danced with them. i never thought i could like a band that does that but hey it was good. theres a first for everything.if it wasnt so late i would have gotten up and danced. so yeah check out the song emerge.
anyways school is school i have to do a two to three page outline on interpersonal relationships and the internet: intiating new relationships and how it helps keep touch with families and friends and how it can improve these relationships. yeah kinda boring but i also get to present this to my class. im not too excited about that. oh well. in comm there was some preformance. it was better than what i was expecting. you know those plays in school that have 30 year olds acting as teenagers in fictional situations that teach us a lesson but they always end up making you want to do the total opposite of what they tell you not to do ? this was not like it. it was pretty good and ive seen my share of preformance groups.
i dont know where ben a jerrys was so no free scoop for me but tomorrow is free scoop day at 31 flavors and i live right down the street from them. who ha! free ice cream for eizelle.

tilt your head back as we hit the wall

i was just finishing up my pears and cheese platter...ok well friday i didnt have class so naturally i didnt get up till like 2. i was a good sleep. then annisa asks me to fill in a spot on the softball team she plays for i figure hey why not so i did. the thing was that i was not 100%. i was kinda sick and medicated but i still played. it was fun. we lost but it was fun none the less. after that we (annisa, dana, wendy and two other guys that i cant seem to rememebr the names...sorry) went to a&w. i never knew a place like that existed. this one was weird b/c it was an a&w kfc split. so along with the "authentic 50's dinner" motif there was kfc motif. it was funny. if you order root beer at a&w you get like a beer glass. its pretty cool. well there were some resting on top of a trash can near the exit so as we were walking out i look behind the counter, nobody was watching and i just grab one and walk out. it was that easy. annisa got one too but her shoes were sacraficed. then wer head to lazer something were we play lazer tag. it was great. there were a bunch of high school kids that look like they just got out of sadies b/c each couple was wearing something that was matching. it was actually quite sickening. and afi was playing so the girls were dancing around and stuff. but i guessed it was afi and i got a free game. i also got free games on the ms packman/galaxia (?) split. after that we went back to the dorms and i slept there. it was cool. i ate breakfast at the dining hall and then we headed to kaleidoscope. i got a cool key chain that resembles the pyramid and they won goldfish. anissa won two and she gave me one he has two friends, ted and ian (RIP). so we all had one except for nick (i think thats his name). anyways the name for my fish as follows: jordan b/c i was going to name him jerome but he started to freak out and then i look up and i see a crew of kids wearing nfg shirts so i say jordan and he stops so i said jordan. then earl b/c of the one and only robert earl wells and esquire iii b/c thats a cool title. hes in a little terrium right now. but i know he wont live long so when he goes im getting a betta. then we go to a dorm bbq. it was fun i guess. we got food what can you say. then we head back to the dorms and then like at 945 we head to the movies. we saw the real cancun. the funny part was when the movie was over and we were heading out we see seriously an old man and old lady sitting in the back of the theater. i think grandpa was asleep and grandma was in shock. the movie was like girls gone wild but real world. it was funny. then they drop me off. good times.
sunday was essay day. this week in speech. i have to write a speech about interpersonal relationships and the internet. im focusing on how it effects friends and family and how you make new friends. it should be fun.
today was alright. a storybook ending played today. they were good. my housemate is moving out. im going to be alone. as long as i have jordan...

im in love

his name is jordan

jordan earl esquire iii

hes sitting on my desk right now looking at me

yeah hes a goldfish

ill tell you the rest later...right now its time to write an essay.

look at the summer day the sun is rising once again...


awww...i just saw the series finale of sabrina the teenage witch. it was sweet. she was going to marry aaron but hes soul star didnt fit with hers and she wasnt feeling it so she didnt marry him. and then harvey was outside and he had his soul star and it fit with sabrinas and they rode off together. it was sweet.
my day was cool. i went to the radio station and uploaded my assigned cds. some were cool. like i had the new cave in, and the new vaux cd. i so wanted a copy. the music libraby is very extensive very cool. it was funny b/c right outside the station was so gaming tour like you get to play all the new games and stuff. oh man the crowd was hilarious b/c its the people i see in the arcade. i heard a funny story too. during club week the anime club had a ddr set up and karaoke and they were all gung ho about it too. the was she told the stroy was funny i guess. anyways i got to know the station people more and they are all awesome. ray calls me E.I thats funny b/c i think one other person called me that. so i cant wait to start.
in my anthro class some guy was wearing a trogdor shirt. i was like "thats an awesome shirt!"
fuck im getting sick....

lets keep the moon awake

im pissed at math but whats new? anyways my paper is postponed to monday b.c professor lawler isnt going be there on friday. that put the biggest smile on my face. not only that, but literally half of the class showed up so half of the class is going to show up and nobody will be there. hahahaha. its an 8am class. so its going to be hilarious. no stress till sunday. so friday i think im going down to the station. like at 10ish. tomorrow i get to see the station music library and upload 10 cds. fun times. my sister is going into radio up in norcal.
i hate ants. they are infesting the kitchen. i cleaned it today but they still came back. little fuckers. i didnt eat big today. i had a fish buritto for lunch which was at 2pm so come dinner i was not hungry. i just had some potatoes. i wanted another grande veggie buritto. i dont feel to good today but i can live with it.
math was hilarious. not only is my professon crazy, there was scene in class today that was something from jenny jones. appaerntly she felt that she deserved two points and that the TAs cheated her of it. she got a 29/100 on the test but this is a credit/no credit class and two points could mean a lot. i dont know was funny b.c it was really nothing and the TAs were willing to give her the points but no she made a scene. it was great.

"just like a dream you crept into my head"

HAPPY EARTH DAY!

dammit i hate writing essays all i have is removal of the Native Americans was necessary for the expansion of the United States
thats my thesis. so now i have to some up with other stuff to write. now thats the part i dont like. err. have to do this.
i love my landlady more and more everyday. today the bathroom was painted. i thought the paint was dry and so i take a shower and it starts to crack and peel and stuff. so i tell her expecting that i would have to repaint the bathroom. she tells me not to worry. and that its ok. geeze if this was my mom, she would be so pissed at me and make me repaint the shower but no she was like dont worry. she also told me that she was going to invite us to go to vegas. it was a two night trip for only $20. i probably would go if it was saturday but i have school and such. she is awesome. thats all i have to say.
im not a big fan of tuesday b.c i dont really talk to anyone. it was a pretty lonely day. oh yeah no battle of the bands today i think.
i had another alias dream thats number two. i guess b/c it wasnt on sunday.

I scored a 43% on the "HoW FiliPiNo ArE yOU?" Quizie! What about you?

damn i suck. what then hell im more filipino than rocks in the mother land. geeze.

"you're a bad-hearted boy {girl} trap, baby doll but you're ...you're so damn hot"

i dont know but for some reason i feel like freestyle walking. there is a skate park at el dorado park but i have no one to go with. maybe ill go freestyle walk in the empty pool with no transition in my backyard. yeah its gonna be fun especially b/c there is mud and water from the last rain collected at the bottom. yeah i think i will. anyone want to join? anyways i have a paper due on friday. i should really start thinking about it. first i should read the book. i think im going to power skim. anyways the half that i read has all the info i need anyways. i should start tomorrow. at least by tonight ill have a thesis. yeah thats the plan a thesis. tomorrow is the battle of the band. its four bands and its going to be at the nugget so i guess ill be there tomorrow. it kinda sucks i think they should have devoted one day instead of three hours. whatever. everytime i feel down my landlady always make me feel better and she doesnt even know it. when i got home she asked if i wanted to go to el cilantro to get lunch. i love that resturant so of course. this time i got the grande veggie buritto. oh man. its grande! its super heavy and it tastes so good. i always manage to bite the wrong end. i dont know if you can say there is a right or wrong end to eat a buritto but as i got towards the end i found the salsa my buritto was dripping. i fugure if i ate the other side first the salsa would have filtered its way to the bottom but no i bit the wrong end. throwing off the whole "system." she was even going to let me keep the $5 change but she took it back and saved it for the next time we eat out at the fish tail. my landlady treats me so well. like yesterday she was going to invite me to a family gathering. thats gotta be a good sign. when ever i think about moving out she does something inadvertantly to make me stay. look at this all this energy i put put to writing a entry i could have used it to power skim or to think of a thesis. blah...this book is called "a long bitter trail" seriously reading it is a long bitter trail. at least i got to the part that i needed.
i love my swatch watch but dammit is so fucking loud. my other watch is great it has the date and everything and its quiet but this one if my room is silent like when im about to go to sleep i can hear the tick tick tick of the fucking second hand. ah i dont know why this is killing me.
everyone and there cousins fucking uncle went to vegas for spring break. i guess people in long beach state just think alike. how sad.
i want to throw eggs at these girls that hang out in the usu on tuesdays and thursdays and the girl who has the annyoing voice. and this guy in my history class that talks to much. yeah bonzai!

"its too soon to say goodbye..."

spring break is over. that sucks. its basically 4 weeks to go then schools out. i have to do some major stuff. i have 2 essays and one presentation and then finals. that sucks. i have one essay due on friday and i have read half of the book which is good i guess. i have to read the other half tomorrow. enough of school just thinking about it stresses me out.
spring break was great. i got lots of rest. that was the best part. i watch a lot of tv. my favorite show by far was monster garage. mtv shows punk'd too many times in a day. i saw high school dismissed. i didnt get to throw eggs at anyone. that bummed me out. i hung out with jesse and stephanie and david and joel and jessica. ate lots of food. i got a coffee grinder and a bunch of coffee and chocolate covered espresso beans. got some cool shirts. a sushi in a box kit and a cool watch. my starting line cd book signed, i saw kelly osbourne and talked to drunk people. you might look at me and say your spring break sucked. but i had a good time.
back to long beach. i stayed home today trying to read my book but i have a really short attention span and i started to talk to people online or i went and looked for something to eat or i watched tv. im kinda mad b.c alias isnt on this week. it was the ten comandments but its tradition. i guess i can wait. i just had a funny thought. you know how the jennifer lopez video is all flashdance like? what if her favorite movie was the sound of music...it would be a totally different video. it would probably be better than the one out now....not really. i think that has to be the crappiest video out there right now. man i love the sound of music. its my moms favorite movie and she used to watch it a lot when i was a kid. i mean one of my sisters name was influenced by one of the songs.
anyways i think there is a caramel chocolate lifesavers soft cream saver with my name on it...

finally uploaded some pictures go and check them out its in the link called "pictures"

i got my stl cd slweeve signed by 3/4 people so its good. talked to some random assholes and developed my new catch phrase. you ahve to ask me to see it some time b/c its a fucking killer! yeah its thats great. i also did the robot too many times to count. i dont want to see me when im drunk. ill type the rest later.

man i feel fat. today my mom made sme good food and i ate a lot and o thought i was fill but i guess not b/c when i babysat, i ate three more slices of pizza. yes im a fat ass and you know what im ok with it. im just eating all i can b/c come sunday i wont be eating the same. i aslo had some ice cream. it was good. i hade a lot to eat today.
my neighbors are the greatest people in the world! i really mean it. i went to visit my nieghbors down the street and i was talking to them about how i drink coffee to stay awake and such and then from out of nowhere the bust out with all this coffee. from starbucks, millhouse, and hawaii, it was all good. then she tells me, "you can take as many as you want." what? and these were beans too and then she asks me if i have a grinder and i say no and then she gives me a new grinder. and then on top of that she gives me chocloate covered esspresso beans! how cool are they seriously i have coffee to last me a while. i love my neighbors. i also babysat and got some extra cash. it was fun as always. I LOVE MY NEIGHBORS!!! they are the greatest.
i love my sandals too. i could run in them therefore its a good sign. i skated around practiced walking on the board.

"i remember i dont want to remember..."

about the pictures ill put them up when i get back to long beach. i promise. anyways went to the mall yesterday. i got a gift certificate to pac sun. guess how many shirts i bought? on a normal day i would have probably bought 2 shirts for $40. but there was a magic sale and they had long sleeve shirts for $4.99. so naturally i bought 5 and one shirt that was $17.99. and no they are not plain long sleeve shirts. they are are cool shirts the plus was they were all my size. score! that was the most articles of clothing i bought in one time. it was insane. yes im insanely cheap but i bought the tshirt to make me seem not so cheap. and yes i know its approaching summer but right now it does not feel like summer and i will use the shirts for as long as i can.
its kinda cool being home b/c i get to eat all the food that i dont get to. im going to take advantage of this and eat all i can. b.c when i get back im not going to be eating the same. i also forgot how much sleep is the best thing. normally i usually get like 3-5 hours of sleep on weekdays. but this week has been awesome with an astounding 10-15 hours of sleep. i feel good. hopefully it wont rain.i want to go and track down all the people in dismissed. apparently a lot of people from there go on the show. yesterday i saw hogh school dismissed. it was kinda weird but funny. one of the guys is from thousand oaks high. i want to track him down and throw eggs at him. i guess b/c ive been wanting to throw eggs at people.

"i gonna be happy someday...'

im so proud i used the sewingn machine and cut down three xl shirts to youth medium. its cool. i guess this spring break i relly dont paln on doing anything special. just read sew and stuff. i have some time to think about what to do about my show. also sleep and eat. i brought my long board too.
i saw the reggie video. its great. not only is it peanut butter and jelly but brian sumner is in it. then i saw a commercal for some cool burger place in agura hills caled islands and rob machado is in it. i was like "hey rob machado" then the guy in the commercial goes "hey rob machado" that was pretty funny. i just sit and watch the tv all day. its horrible like there was a trading spaces and then fraternity life was on. its a horrible show but yet i watch. im a sad girl.

happy happy birthday happy birthday carl!!!


its nice being home. ill have some pictures up soon. ill link them as soon as i get them up.

"give a little time for the child within you dont be afraid to be young and free"

after the test in comm i could start to feel my brain melting. my brain is on spring break sipping a pina colada and munching on swedish fish. so i come home early today which was a plus, i go to my room and there is a package leaning on the door. its from charice. so i open it and there are the some bad ass monkey socks, a package or swedish fish, a spongebob card and a mix cd. i feel so loved. THANK YOU SO MUCH! really it was my high of the day. my low was talking a test. im going back to the nard tomorrow so if you in the area give me a call or im me. i wanted to go to the beach but apparently its going to rain. whatever that means. anyways i went to the station to further my training in the production studio. i worked on how to make promos and ray was cool and gave me a longwave cd which i love. also i met the general manager of the station. she is cool. she asked me if i went to the cmj show and b/c i did i scored cool points with the gm b/c she worked hard to get the show at the school and shes glad to hear that someone was excited for the show. woo. making promos was pretty easy. its scarry b/c its a global internet radio station and there is a web cam. so not only can you hear my crap ass voice but you can see me pick my nose. when i have a definate time and day ill make sure to share. i also get to make flyers and put them up in school b/c the radio show brocasts at the nugget and the usu. so everyone can hear my shit voice.
plans for spring break:
sleep
read "a long bitter trail"
watch tv
eat
go to the beach

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA!

have fun get wasted. basically do all the things that i didnt do on my bday b/c im a big lame.

"Shit Piss Fuck Cunt Cocksucker"

so apparently thats a song by blink 182 and its basically the words you cant say on the radio. also tit but you can say it like once or twice, dick in terms of the penis but you can say "oh that guy's a dick", fuck in any way shape or form, or pussy in the context of a vagina but you can say "oh that guy's a pussy" but i can say ass freeley thank goodness. i love that word. i think you might be able to say piss. i went into the station for my formal training. i have to do some other stuff and then ill have a show. i kinda didnt do too well on the little test but i dont take directions too well i have to actually see it. good thing i have to go to two sit ins. i get to watch and stuff so ill better understand the way things work. i kinda do but if i were to start my show tomorrow i wouldnt be too sure. i have to start with the songs in the library then i need things to talk about.
im kinda pissed b/c i guess i didnt study enough b.c i think i didnt do to well on my anthro test. i knew everything on the study guide but when the test came, i second guessed myself many times and i think it made me do bad.err...oh well i know i HAVE to do well on the final. i hate that we had a big study guide and she says whats on the sudy guide is on the test but then you take the test and the things you focused on more arent on the test.i hate that! right now im "studying" for communications but my attention is fleeting. seriously professors shouldnt test the week before or the week after spring break. yeah i dont have any desire to study at all. but i must! the person who made the study guide for comm was on crack. seriously everything is mixed up spelled wrong and does not go buy what the professor said was going to be on the test. oh well ill still study it or at least try to.
quote of the day " im going to go to the salon and get my hair did" serioulsy someone said that in conversation like it normal english.
i had a dream that my dog poochie came back to life. it was pretty funny. b/c it she was real pretty but i dont remember her being brown or fluffy but i called her poochie and i said poochie came back to life? its was like woah.

"But if you're scared You don't have to be Because the ending is so pretty"

you know how in tv shows and movies there is a scene like when the character is pleasantly suprised to find something on the table waiting for them find. you know? well today was pretty uneventful and so i go out to the kitchen to prepare my dinner and sitting on the table is a cupcake it had happy birthday ribbon and such. it kinda made me well up inside. i dont know why. it was from my landlady and it was just such a nice gesture it caught me off guard. she also gave me a sweatshirt. pretty much my family called and then i got some cool ims. charisse awesome as always thanks so much. and then to joel and loanly. its been pretty quiet. i basically made study sheets for the two test this week. also on tuesday i start my training. so ill have my show hopefully sometime after easter. i cant wait for this week to end i get to home on friday.

i remembered something funny from yesterday. in the break between the raveonettes and mooney suzuki, they people from the radio station came up and they were like yeah if you can name the title of the new dj krush cd you can get the signed vynil. the crowd was like what the fuck?! seriously they were asking the wrong crowd to name a dj krush album. nobody answered and they gave her a hard time for it. also the song of the day was fuck the police. we were singing it all day and then at the end of the show we wanted a encore but they said the police said no.

"In a young man's mind/it's a simple world/there's a little room for music/and the rest is girls"

holy shit! ok great day to start. history was ok. and then i get a good nap at the student union then i go home and rest. at around three i hang out with annisa at school. we were looking for people in our university 100 class but we failed b/c the school was empty. like really...empty. so wer walk around. so there is this crack that most of us all fight to walk through, well we faught with the mooney suzuki! yes it was great and fun. but i didnt ask them for a picture. dammit! oh well. then i see longwave and then we take a piture with them. they were really nice. then while light motorcade come on. they were good, not great but ok. then the raveonettes. they were awesome. i loved her skirt. they were so good. then the mooney suzuki. oh my goodness. what can i say. they were awesome. so good. so so good. everything i imagined it to be and better. so much goodness. it was just so great. i was singing and dancing and clapping. there was an energy. they have a personality like the hives. i cant say it enough it was great. they guys next to me were cool too. i got tons of pictures and ill have those up soon. and i got lots of free stuff and a shirt. i forgot to go to the bank so i only had $15 dollars. sucked b/c i wanted a longwave cd. oh well. i have to go to the bank tomorrow get some $$. im a poor kid.
it was cool b/c all the djs had backstage passes. but all failed to utilize the brnifits. like me i would have gone for the free food. good free food. special thanks to anissa for coming with me and dana for driving me home. good times.
it was funny b/c there were so many skinny kids. the turnout was good. not great but good.

have you ever had a song haunt you? you know like haunt you. like you hear it once then it just follows you? you dont know who the artist or band is but it just follows you?
so im watching scrubs a while back for the first time in forever and this song plays. i mean it was an alright song kinda sad. it kinda stuck in my head. then like a week later i watch conan and who what song do i hear? that same song that was on scrubs. this time i know what the song was and who did it. it was come around by rhett miller. then on tuesday im looking through the free bin in the radio station put out and what cd do i pull out? rhett miller.

heres an interesting site that i found...its pretty fun
fun times

"cause we find ourselves in the same old mess singing drunken lullabies"

i am very excited the mooney suzuki and the ravenettes are coming tomorrow. i got my ticket and everything. the crappy part is that im going to be going alone and taking the bus back home like at 10 i dont think the show will be over by then but yeah. its going to suck. especially the part about going home alone on the bus. i started the first part of my training at the station. basically reading the book and such. next week i start doing stuff. there are a lot of rules and such and then the fcc and then cjm.a lot to keep in mind. i have one listerner. he was cool and said he would listen to my show. i thought that was nice of him. i think elimidate is on...

"And what will you do when your suntan is fading and the summer's gone? "

sunday i went to church and got a ride back to the lbc with carl. (thanks again) it was hot there and it was a gross hot too. i dont like it. it was hot inside the house and especially in my room. i wasnt really planning on doing anything on monday but then anissa invited me to go to the beach. who would pass up an opportunity to go to the beach especially huntington beach? not me thats for sure. it was fun. thanks to wendy, veronica, annisa, and dana. i had fun and sorry if i misspelled any of your names.i didnt go in the ocean b/c i didnt have my suit. i mean i did but its for the pool not the ocean. so i used the bottom and wore a tank. i probably looked stupid but hey. we built a sand castle and planned to invade every other castle and then tax them but that didnt happen. it was a really nice day. every time i go to huntington i want to stay and live there. i love it there. so its huntington beach, costa mesa, san clemente or carlsbad are the places i want to live. it all depends on what happens.
today was cool. i got my ticket to the advanced warning tour. it was free its just that i have to get a ticket. then i got some free cds. and a longwave poster. i met the guy at the radio station and start my training on thursday. im excited. i have a bunch of tests and reading to do. err... and i got most of my registration holds lifted. im planning on taking some summer classes in ventura. mainly math and english. i hate thinking about registration i get anxiety attacks. i dont know why. i dont know what im scared of i hate thinking about it so ill stop there.
it was april fools day its probably the only day i dont say the words april fools. i think this year is probably going to be a crappy bday. i dont get pansit, or a carvel ice cream fashioned in the shape of a cake and im alone. i guess thats the crappy part. i hate being alone some times i dont know what ill do. maybe ill stick a candle in one of the cookies and milky way and then blow it out. i hate growing up.
waiting for spring break...

"Said I'm gonna buy a gun and start a war, If you can tell me something worth fighting for"

my parents came to pick me up at around 11ish. it was nice going home. i havent been home since january, so it was fun. i went grocery shopping with my mom. that was a fun. i got so much food i dont think ill go hungry for like two months. i also tried the cookies and milky way bars, they are the greatest. i dont have to go to the store for a while. out with charice to jesses house, lisa, paul, and linda eventually came over. it was fun watching tv and eating. then we went to the park and swung on the swings. i lost my hankerchief. it was fun. today i went to the mall. i got some new shoes and flip flops. they are the most comfortable flip flops i have ever worn. the cheap ones were comfortable too. thats really rare. they are etnies sandals at white sands. the $9.99 were nice but there were none in my size so my sister got me the nice ones. it was my bday gift. i got the rowley xlt from the vans store. usually shoes stick out and yell at me "buy me you idiot" but today it was like blah. nothing special. i really wanted the bam v2 or the sumner but i cold not find them.
the mall is a strange place. since when did rockabilly guys start working at gnc? it was the strangest sight. i saw the diary of tony hawk and and my sister bought oceans 11.
my brother got this pamphlet from the church about dating, its pretty funny. there are pictures of the male and female signs and they are "dating." the phamplet says: "respect you dadt as a person- not something for you satisfaction. no passionate petting no genital sext activites these belong in the marriage. date for mental, emotional and spirtual companitonship then in marriage your genital sharing will reflect these." umm...."genital sharing"? thats new. i never heard sex called that. it actually paints a very visual picture that is not nice. in the donts it says no pick ups, parking, pot, pills, petting, porn-in any form, prolonged privacy, and places that invite trouble. what i say to that it that i dont know trouble weve never met so im not worrying.

"Fall down. Make a mess. Break something occasionally. Know that your mistakes are your own unique way of getting to where you need to be. And remember that the story is never over." -conan o brien


so im listening to the mt high comercials on the radio, and the funny announcer guy was like "why, b/c were magic!" i was laughing. they use the word magic too thats great. seriously magic is the answers for all answers. i love that commercial. ahh they are funny. anyways. i love peanut butter jelly sandwiches. they are just so good and i forgot how good they are. everytime i make them i sing the peanut butter jelly song. as you can see i have nothing to do. tha reminds me im running out of jelly. my roommate is the best. she was cooking food and she gave me a slice of some of the best cheese, a fourth of an avacado and a tortilla. it was so good. i dont know what kind of cheese it is but it is damn good. i remember having some back in home econmics and i remember liking it then. it was a weird combination but a good one.

"im loosing my hair and my vision is shady..."

i hate studying. it takes up too much time.i wish i had the power of osmosis then i could rest on the book and then magically it soakes into my brain. my weekend was pretty much the same. i did laundry and then got a bunch of starbursts. they were three for a dollar so how could you pass an opportunity up like that. then on sunday we did comparative shopping at ralphs. i got a dollar off coupon for soylatte so that means its only going to be 99 cents! what a deal. the week so far is just eh. the weather is soo soo nice. sunny nice breeze and warm. i love it. so nice. im thinking about going down to the lagoon and feed the swans and ducks some stale crackers.
its kindacool b/c we have a three day weekend for cesar chavez day but like half of the people that go to long beach have no idea who he is. is it even a holiday in oxnard? i have to look in to that.

"good times come and good times go, i only wish the good times would last a little longer..."

kinda i slept for like an hour in the usu before i left for home. i had some cornbeef and cabbage for lunch. i went on the computer for a while and then skated to the bank to get rent money. then i went to albersons to do some comparative shopping. i love albersons but its kinda far but they have better deals ralphs is too expensive even with the double coupons. i got two frozen juices other than orange and apple for 99 cent. thats a freaking bargan. also i found out that tofu steak is like $1.39 so when i run out of meat im getting tofu steak. its cheaper than the real meat and t comes in various marinates. i still have lots of food from when my mom came so im good. i figure it will last me another week i also have veggies that i got last week. when i paid my rent my land lady was feeling real good b/c she took me out to dinner. we ate at huffs. its like a small diner that was actually built in the 50s. one of the waitresses had a a psudo beehive. it was great b/c i think thats how she styles her hair everyday. they had the greatest clam chowder. im used to canned clam chowder so this one was really good. and i got a garlic toast and my fish and chips and some veggies. it was soo good. i had two peices of fish and i could not eat the last one. i have lots of chips left and my garlic toast. i guess ill eat it when i get up tomorrow. i have to do laundry and im going to try to do it earlier than i usually do so i could go to the towne center. i need some stuff from old navy and i just want to go and look around. maybe ill go to the skate shop on the corner of carson. i dont know. i have to eventually study for my test but thats not till wednesday. so i guess ill start studying on sunday. im trying to decide if i should start training on monday or start on friday. hmmm....
yesterday was the major fair and i decided im going to double major int fashion merchandising and textiles and clothing. im actually excited b/c im taking a fundamental to apparel production and i get to learn how to sew and possibly, im hoping knit. im so excited. yeah double majoring. im really excited about this.

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"i wanna read good news, but nothing good is happening"

there was nothing on again today. the ncaa thing was supposed to be on but no it was dan rather repeating the same info about the war. for like three hours, the same news was repeated there was no real reason to be on tv. they were running out of things to talk about. they would alos discribe everything too. like that buliding is on fire. its flaming and its burning. back to you dan. one report kinda got me. the story was on the protest in san fransico and how in california the antiwar sentiment is higher in numbers compared to those in other states. thats were the story was supposed to end then dan rather says something like well in nyc they are almost all in support of war. then the guy in san fransico say well b/c they havent really experienced a terrorist attack. then dan rather goes "thanks," or something and cuts him off. it was weird b/c when i saw that it was like dan rather made him say that last statement to make his point. it was weird it was very unsettling. i guess you had to see it to understand. i just slept most of the time. i guess everyone thinks im so alcoholic b/c my jones soda bottles remind people of some drink. i forgot waht but yeah. especially b/c the cream soda is clear. ah oh well if thats what they think then so be it. next week hopefully ill have green soda and prove them all wrong.
there was a walkout today. a really good turnout but it not in my nature to not go to class so i went. i felt bad but i had to. they came marching by our class and screaming in out door during lecture. it was great.
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